"Dearest Kate," began Miss Vernon, in obedience to his commands, "your
last letter is now so ancient, I am ashamed to mention it--your first I
did not answer because I was too much vexed at your absurd opposition
to all my plans for your benefit. Time has cooled my resentment, and
accident has revived my affection for my pretty, loveable god-child,
while it has, I hope, awakened in your mind proper regret for the
folly of preferring a life of seclusion in a dull country town to the
brilliant lot you might have secured. I forgive you, as I am sure you
have punished yourself enough. The immediate cause of this letter is
as follows. Mrs. Wentworth, one of my closest allies at Naples, told
me, a brother of hers met a most exquisite personage, called Colonel
Vernon, and an equally exquisite Miss Vernon at A----, I recognised
the description, and immediately a vision of my happy girlish days at
Dungar, and of all I owed to my kind and venerated cousin, rose before
my mind; and deep was the self-reproach, with which I thought of my
long unpardonable neglect! It is the life of unchecked prosperity
I lead, that makes me thus thoughtless, thus inferior to you, my
bright-eyed recluse, in whose name I once promised and vowed the three
things you have practised. I am what I am, and will feign nothing. I
acknowledge, that tardy as this letter is, I doubt if I should have
penned it, had not certain fleeting catspaws ruffled the smooth
surface of my life, and showed me how slight are the bands that hold
back the "dogs of war," doubt, emptiness, and dissatisfaction! I
fear I am selfish, but nothing will do my heart so much good as the
sight of your calm, sweet face, and the sound of your noble-hearted
grandfather's well-remembered voice--forgive me, I know how guilty I
am, I feel I am most unworthy--yet, forgive me, and come; leave the
seclusion nature never intended for either. D'Arcy Vernon never refused
me a request in those old times when I was all but a dependent on his
bounty--I trust he will not now prevent me from employing some of the
filthy lucre fortune has thrown in my way, in administering to my
own enjoyment, by accelerating your journey here. I have written so
much longer than usual, I can add nothing of the charms intrinsic or
extrinsic of fair Florence, to me it will be nothing if you refuse to
come.
"Yours as warmly as ever,
"G. DESMOND.
"P.S.--Moore writes me word there has been a great search for some
papers relating to the Knockdrum farm, I do not exactly understand what
they want them for; some lawsuit that a Mr. Taaffe is engaged in, but
you had better tell your grandfather."
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