"And I have almost prayed that you might remain a little longer; but
it is not to be so. I have crawled out to-day, my dear Miss Vernon,
for I knew I should find you alone, and I wanted to speak a few quiet
words with you. I almost feared to meet you after this sad change in
all our hopes for you; I have so deplored it, that, judging by myself,
I dreaded its effects on you, but your face re-assures me, there is no
grief, scarce a grave look there. I have so much wished to speak with
you."
"And I with you, dear Mr. Gilpin, I feel it is so long since I saw you."
"But let us speak at once of all that has occurred, I shall soon be so
weary. How is it that there is none of the languor of sorrow, the fever
of anxiety in your face?"
"Because I feel neither--do you know, I am half surprised to find how
the first feeling of dread at the idea of earning money, has worn away
by steadfastly looking at it. It reminds me of those double pictures
which appear wintry when you first look at them, but, hold them to
the light, and the deeper, richer colors of summer, painted beneath,
shine forth! Then, dear grandpapa has borne up so wonderfully, and poor
nurse has been so manageable, and you and Mr. Winter so--so kind, that
I should be an ungrateful coward to let myself feel sad, except," she
added, as the tears sprang to her eyes, "at the thought of parting from
you all."
Gilpin was silent, for a few moments, and then said,
"My dear young lady, forgive me, for not knowing your noble nature
better! I ought to have been certain you would be above the common
grief that mourns the possibility of losing caste, as the worst of
earthly woes; my chief anxiety to see you, and to see you alone, was to
hear fully, from your own lips, all the plans of which I do not like to
question the Colonel too closely, and to offer you a few hints, which,
(excuse me if I presume too far) may be useful to you."
"Our plans are simple enough. To remove to London, where, through the
interest of my old music master and one or two friends, to whom Mr.
Winter offers me introductions, I hope to obtain pupils in music, who
will pay me for instruction, that is all."
"If you will allow me I will add one, to an old master of mine. And
these are all the introductions you will take with you?"
"Yes, all. Mr. Winter mentioned the bishop's wife as likely to be of
use; but, to say the truth, I shrunk from the idea of asking her; I
do not like to have the matter talked over at the little clerical
tea-parties of A----. So much for my high-mindedness."
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