Kenelm Chillingly — Volume 07Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
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Kenelm Chillingly — Volume 07
Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
English fiction -- 19th century
Again he swept his hand over his forehead, and replied hesitatingly: I
can't pretend to say what maybe the case with others. But to judge by
my own case, it seems to me this: a young man who, out of his own
business, has nothing to interest or excite him, finds content,
interest, and excitement when he falls in love; and then, whether for
good or ill, he thinks there is nothing like love in the world, he
don't care a fig for ambition then. Over and over again did my poor
uncle ask me to come to him at Luscombe, and represent all the worldly
advantage it would be to me; but I could not leave the village in
which Jessie lived, and, besides, I felt myself unfit to be anything
higher than I was. But when I had been some time at Luscombe, and
gradually got accustomed to another sort of people, and another sort
of talk, then I began to feel interest in the same objects that
interested those about me; and when, partly by mixing with better
educated men, and partly by the pains I took to educate myself, I felt
that I might now more easily rise above my uncle's rank of life than
two years ago I could have risen above a farrier's forge, then the
ambition to rise did stir in me, and grew stronger every day. Sir, I
don't think you can wake up a man's intellect but what you wake with
it emulation. And, after all, emulation is ambition."
"Then, I suppose, I have no emulation in me, for certainly I have no
ambition."
"That I can't believe, sir; other thoughts may cover it over and keep
it down for a time. But sooner or later, it will force its way to the
top, as it has done with me. To get on in life, to be respected by
those who know you, more and more as you grow older, I call that a
manly desire. I am sure it comes as naturally to an Englishman
as--as--"
"As the wish to knock down some other Englishman who stands in his way
does. I perceive now that you were always a very ambitious man, Tom;
the ambition has only taken another direction. Caesar might have been
"'But the first wrestler on the green.'
"And now, I suppose, you abandon the idea of travel: you will return to
Luscombe, cured of all regret for the loss of Jessie; you will marry
the young lady you mention, and rise, through progressive steps of
alderman and mayor, into the rank of member for Luscombe."
"All that may come in good time," answered Tom, not resenting the tone
of irony in which he was addressed, "but I still intend to travel: a
year so spent must render me all the more fit for any station I aim
at. I shall go back to Luscombe to arrange my affairs, come to terms
with Mr. Leland the corn-merchant, against my return, and--"
"The young lady is to wait till then."
"Emily--"
"Oh, that is the name? Emily! a much more elegant name than Jessie."
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