Kenelm Chillingly — Volume 08Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
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Kenelm Chillingly — Volume 08
Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
English fiction -- 19th century
"Upon my honour," answered the friend, "I have had no reaction at all.
I was cured entirely, when I had once seen Jessie again, another man's
wife, mother to his child, happy in her marriage; and, whether she was
changed or not,--very different from the sort of wife I should like to
marry, now that I am no longer a village farrier."
"And, I remember, you spoke of some other girl whom it would suit you
to marry. You have been long abroad from her. Do you ever think of
her,--think of her still as your future wife? Can you love her? Can
you, who have once loved so faithfully, love again?"
"I am sure of that. I love Emily better than I did when I left
England. We correspond. She writes such nice letters." Tom
hesitated, blushed, and continued timidly, "I should like to show you
one of her letters."
"Do."
Tom drew forth the last of such letters from his breast-pocket.
Kenelm raised himself from the grass, took the letter, and read
slowly, carefully, while Tom watched in vain for some approving smile
to brighten up the dark beauty of that melancholy face.
Certainly it was the letter a man in love might show with pride to a
friend: the letter of a lady, well educated, well brought up, evincing
affection modestly, intelligence modestly too; the sort of letter in
which a mother who loved her daughter, and approved the daughter's
choice, could not have suggested a correction.
As Kenelm gave back the letter, his eyes met his friend's. Those were
eager eyes,--eyes hungering for praise. Kenelm's heart smote him for
that worst of sins in friendship,--want of sympathy; and that uneasy
heart forced to his lips congratulations, not perhaps quite sincere,
but which amply satisfied the lover. In uttering them, Kenelm rose to
his feet, threw his arm round his friend's shoulder, and said, "Are
you not tired of this place, Tom? I am. Let us go back to England
to-morrow." Tom's honest face brightened vividly. "How selfish and
egotistical I have been!" continued Kenelm; "I ought to have thought
more of you, your career, your marriage,--pardon me--"
"Pardon you,--pardon! Don't I owe to you all,--owe to you Emily
herself? If you had never come to Graveleigh, never said, 'Be my
friend,' what should I have been now? what--what?"
The next day the two friends quitted Naples /en route/ for England,
not exchanging many words by the way. The old loquacious crotchety
humour of Kenelm had deserted him. A duller companion than he was you
could not have conceived. He might have been the hero of a young
lady's novel. It was only when they parted in London, that Kenelm
evinced more secret purpose, more external emotion than one of his
heraldic Daces shifting from the bed to the surface of a waveless
pond.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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