Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
"Oh, it had been ever so much before that,--the intimacy at least. Of
course I did not know him before he came to this house. But a great
many things have happened since that; have there not? Well, good-bye,
dear. I have no doubt we shall continue as friends, especially as we
shall be living almost in the neighbourhood. Castle Gerald is to be
at once fitted up for me, and I hope you will forget all our little
tiffs, and often come and stay with me." So saying, Miss Altifiorla,
having told her grand news, made her adieus and went away.
"A great many things have happened since that," said Cecilia,
repeating to herself her friend's words. It seemed to her to be so
many that a lifetime had been wasted since Sir Francis had first
come to that house. She had won the love of the best man she had
ever known, and married him, and had then lost his love! And now
she had been left as a widowed wife, with all the coming troubles
of maternity on her head. She had understood well the ill-natured
sarcasm of Miss Altifiorla. "We shall be living almost in the same
neighbourhood!" Yes; if her separation from her husband was to be
continued, then undoubtedly she would live at Exeter, and, as far as
the limits of the county were concerned, she would be the neighbour
of the future Lady Geraldine. That she should ever willingly be
found under the same roof with Sir Francis was, as she knew well, as
impossible to Miss Altifiorla as to herself. The invitation contained
the sneer, and was intended to contain it. But it created no anger.
She, too, had sneered at Miss Altifiorla quite as bitterly. They had
each learned to despise the other, and not to sneer was impossible.
Miss Altifiorla had come to tell of her triumph, and to sneer in
return. But it mattered nothing. What did matter was whether that
threat should come true. Should she always be left living at Exeter
with her mother? Then she dreamed her dream again, that he had come
back to her, and was sitting by her bedside with his hand in hers
and whispering sweet words to her, while a baby was lying in her
arms--his child. As she thought of the bliss of the fancied moment,
the still possible bliss, her anger seemed to fade away. What would
she not do to bring him back, what would she not say? She had done
amiss in keeping that secret so long, and though the punishment had
been severe, it was not altogether undeserved. It had come to him as
a terrible blow, and he had been unable to suppress his agony. He
should not have treated her so; no, he should not have sent her away.
But she could make excuses now, which but a few weeks since seemed to
her to be impossible. And she understood, she told herself that she
understood, the difference between herself as a woman and him as a
man. He had a right to command, a right to be obeyed, a right to be
master. He had a right to know all the secrets of her heart, and to
be offended when one so important had been kept from him. He had
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