Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
lifted his hand in great wrath, and the blow he had struck had been
awful. But she would bear it without a word of complaint if only he
would come back to her. As she thought of it, she declared to herself
that she must die if he did not come back. To live as she was living
now would be impossible to her. But if he would come back, how
absolutely would she disregard all that the world might say as to
their short quarrel. It would indeed be known to all the world, but
what could the world do to her if she once again had her husband by
her side? When the blow first fell on her she had thought much of the
ignominy which had befallen her, and which must ever rest with her.
Even though she should be taken back again, people would know that
she had been discarded. But now she told herself that for that she
cared not at all. Then she again dreamed her dream. Her child was
born, and her husband was standing by her with that sweet manly smile
upon his face. She put out her hand as though he would touch it, and
was conscious of an involuntary movement as though she were bending
her face towards him for a kiss.
Surely he would come to her! His sister had gone to him, and would
have told him the absolute truth. She had never sinned against him,
even by intentional silence. There had been no thought of hers since
she had been his wife which he had not been welcome to share. It
had in truth been for his sake rather than for her own that she had
been silent. She was aware that from cowardice her silence had been
prolonged. But surely now at last he would forgive her that offence.
Then she thought of the words she would use as she owned her fault.
He was a man, and as a man had a right to expect that she would
confess it. If he would come to her, and stand once again with his
arm round her waist, she would confess it.
"My dear, here is a letter. The postman has just brought it." She
took the letter from her mother's hand and hardly knew whether to be
pleased or disappointed when she found that the address was in the
handwriting of Lady Grant. Lady Grant would of course write whether
with good news or with bad. The address told her nothing, but yet she
could not tear the envelope. "Well, my dear; what is it?" said her
mother. "Why don't you open it?"
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