Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
She turned a soft supplicating painful look up to her mother's face
as she begged for grace. "I will go up-stairs, mamma, and will tell
you by-and-by." Then she left the room with the letter unopened in
her hand. It was with difficulty that she could examine its contents,
so apprehensive was she and yet so hopeful, so confident at one
moment of her coming happiness, and yet so fearful at another that
she should be again enveloped in the darkness of her misery. But she
did at last persuade herself to read the words which Lady Grant had
written. They were very short, and ran as follows: "My dear Cecilia,
my brother returns with me, and will at once go down to Exeter."
The shock of her joy was so great that she could hardly see what
followed. "He will hope to reach that place on the fifteenth by the
train which leaves London at nine in the morning."
That was all, but that was enough. She was sure that he would not
come with the purpose of telling her that he must again leave her.
And she was sure also that if he would once put himself within the
sphere of her personal influence it should be so used that he would
never leave her again.
"Of course he is coming. I knew he would come. Why should he not
come?" This she exclaimed to her mother, and then went on to speak of
him with a wild rhapsody of joy, as though there had hardly been any
breach in her happiness. And she continued to sing the praises of her
husband till Mrs. Holt hardly knew how to bear her enthusiasm in a
fitting mood. For she, who was not in love, still thought that this
man's conduct had been scandalous, wicked, and cruel; and, if to be
forgiven, only to be forgiven because of the general wickedness and
cruelty of man.
It had not been without great difficulty that Lady Grant induced her
brother to assent to her writing the letter which has been given
above. When he had agreed to return with her to England he had no
doubt assented to her assertion that he was bound to take his wife
back again, even without any confession. And this had been so much to
gain, had been so felt to be the one only material point necessary,
that he was not pressed as to his manner of doing it. But before they
reached London it was essential that some arrangement should be made
for bringing them together. "Could not I go down to Durton," he had
said, "and could not she come to me there?" No doubt he might have
gone to Durton, and no doubt she would have gone to him if asked. She
would have flown to him at Dresden, or to Jerusalem, at a word spoken
by him. Absence had made him so precious to her, that she would have
obeyed the slightest behest with joy as long as the order given were
to bring them once more together. But of this Lady Grant was not
aware, and, had she been so, the sense of what was becoming would
have restrained her.
"I think, George, that you had better go to Exeter," she said.
"Should we not be more comfortable at Durton?"
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