Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
The Holts travelled about during the whole of that year, passing the
summer in Switzerland and the autumn in the north of Italy, and found
themselves at Rome in November, with the intention of remaining there
for the winter. One place was the same to them as another, and it
was necessary that they should at any rate exist until the term had
expired for which they had let their house. Mrs. Holt had I think
enjoyed her life. She had been made more of than at home, and had
been happy amidst the excitement. But with Cecilia it had been
for many months as though all things had been made of leather and
prunello. She had not cared, or had not seemed to care, for scenery
or for cities. In that last episode of her life she had aspired to
a new career, and had at first been fairly successful. And she had
loved the man honestly for a time, and had buoyed herself up with
great intentions as to the future duties of her life. Then had come
her downfall, in which it was commonly said of her that she had been
jilted by her lover. Even when the mountains of Switzerland had been
so fine before her eyes as in truth to console her by their beauty,
she had not admitted that she was consoled. The Campanile at Florence
had filled her with that satisfaction which comes from supreme
beauty. But still when she went home to her hotel she thought more
of Sir Francis Geraldine than of the Campanile. To have been jilted
would be bad, but to have it said of her that she had been jilted
when she was conscious that it was untrue was a sore provocation.
And yet no one could say but that she had behaved well and been
instigated by good motives. She had found that her lover was ignoble,
and did not love her. And she had at once separated herself from him.
And, since that, in all her correspondence with her friends she had
quietly endured the idea which would continually crop up that she had
been jilted. She never denied it; but it was the false accusation
rather than the loss of all that her marriage had promised her
which made her feel the Matterhorn and the Campanile to be equally
ineffective. Then there gradually came to her some comfort from a
source from which she had certainly not expected it. On their travels
they had become acquainted with a Mr. Western, a silent, shy, almost
middle-aged man, whom they had sat next to at dinner for nearly a
week before they had become acquainted with him. But they had passed
on from scenery to city, and, as had been their fortune, Mr. Western
had passed on with them. Who does not know the way in which some
strange traveller becomes his friend on a second or a third meeting
in some station or hotel saloon? In this way Mrs. Holt and Cecilia
had become acquainted with Mr. Western, and on parting with him at
Venice in October had received with gratification the assurance that
he would again "turn up" in Rome.
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