Feminist fiction, Australian; Sex role -- Fiction; Short stories, Australian; Women -- Fiction
understand. I think we were both very happy. He admired--no, that is
not the word; he was taken with me, that is better. He said my hands
were 'as small as a child's;' the tablecloth was dark-red plush that
made a good background. He pointed timidly, as a great shy boy might,
to one of my rings; you see they don't as a rule wear many rings up
there; I suppose they gave an impression of wealth. 'That one is very
beautiful!' I laughed; I was so glad my hands were pretty,--pretty
hands last so much longer than a pretty face. I laughed too at his
finger, it had such a deferential expression about it; and I called
him a great child. I think we were both like two great children; we had
found a common interest to rejoice in,--we had found ourselves. Every
moment was delightful; we were making discoveries, finding we had had
like experiences,--had both hungered, both known want, were both of
an age; we were both unconventional, and were shaking hands mentally
all the time. I don't remember now what it was he said; but I remember
I was obliged to drop my head, and I felt I was smiling from sheer,
delicious pleasure. He cried laughingly: 'You say I am a great child,
you are a child yourself when you smile!'
"He was to have supper with me, and he went away for an hour. After
he left I walked over to a long mirror and looked at myself. Tried to
fancy how _he_ saw me,--that might be different, you know. I had color,
life, eyes like stars, trembling, smiling lips. There was something
quivering, alert about me; I scarce knew myself. Of course the same
hips, figure, features were reflected there,--it was something shining
through that struck me as foreign. Do you know what I did? I danced all
round the room. Shows what an idiot an old woman can be. By the way,
he denied that I was old; I was like a little girl, but a remarkable
little girl; no wonder people always noticed me, as if I were a
somebody. How did he know that? Oh, he had heard it, for that matter
seen it too, at the pier. He knew the moment I stepped off the boat
that it was I. Yes, people always stared at me, but how could he know?
Ah! presentiment perhaps. So he was on the pier? Why did he not come
and meet me? No legible answer, but a slow reddening up to the roots of
his fair hair. I do not know quite how he conveyed it, but I had the
sensation, a charming one, of being treated as a queen.
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