Feminist fiction, Australian; Sex role -- Fiction; Short stories, Australian; Women -- Fiction
"Well, the elf was born; and now comes the singular part of it. It was
a wretched, frail little being, with a startling likeness to me. It
was as if the evil the mother had wished me had worked on the child,
and the constant thought of me stamped my features on its little face.
I was working then on a Finland saga, and I do not know why it was,
but the thought of that little being kept disturbing my work. It was
worst in the afternoon time, when the house seemed quietest; there is
always a lull then, outside and inside. Have you ever noticed that?
The birds hush their singing, and the work is done. Belinda used to sit
sewing in the kitchen, and the words of a hymn she used to lilt in half
tones--something about joy bells ringing, children singing--floated in
to me, and the very tick-tock of the old clock sounded like the rocking
of wooden cradles. It made me think sometimes that it would be pleasant
to hear small, pattering feet and the call of voices through the silent
house; and I suppose it acted as an irritant on my imaginative faculty,
for the whole room seemed filled with the spirits of little children.
They seemed to dance round me with uncertain, lightsome steps, waving
tiny, pink, dimpled hands, shaking sunny, flossy curls, and haunting
me with their great innocent child-eyes, filled with the unconscious
sadness and the infinite questioning that is oftenest seen in the gaze
of children. I used to fancy something stirred in me, and the spirits
of unborn little ones never to come to life in me troubled me. I was
probably over-worked at the time. How we women digress! I am telling
you more about myself than my white elf.
"Well, trouble came to their home, and I went and offered to take it.
It was an odd little thing, and when I looked at it I could see how
like we were. My glasses dimmed somehow, and a lump kept rising in
my throat, when it smiled up out of its great eyes and held out two
bits of hands like shrivelled white rose-leaves. Such a tiny scrap
it was! it was not bigger, she said, than a baby of eleven months. I
suppose they can tell that as I can the date of a dialect; but I am
getting wiser," with an emotional softening of her face, and quite a
proud look. "A child is like one of those wonderful runic alphabets;
the signs are simple, but the lore they contain is marvellous. 'She is
very like you,' said the mother; 'hold her.' She was only beginning
to walk. I did. You never saw such elfin ears, with strands of silk
floss ringing round them, and the quaintest, darlingest wrinkles in its
forehead, two long, and one short, just as I have"--putting her head
forward for me to see. "The other children were strong, and the one
on the road she hoped would be healthy. So I took it there and then,
'clothes and baby, cradle and all.' Yes, I have a collection of nursery
rhymes from many nations; I was going to put them in a book, but I say
them to the elf now.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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