Feminist fiction, Australian; Sex role -- Fiction; Short stories, Australian; Women -- Fiction
Well, it happened last year I came back on business,--another
confounded legacy; end of June too, just as I was off to Finland. But
Messrs. Thimble and Rigg, the highly respectable firm who look after
my affairs, represented that I owed it to others, whom I kept out of
their share of the legacy, to stay near town till affairs were wound
up. They told me, with a view to reconcile me perhaps, of a trout
stream with a decent inn near it,--an unknown stream in Kent. It seems
a junior member of the firm is an angler; at least he sometimes catches
pike or perch in the Medway, some way from the stream where the trout
rise in audacious security from artificial lures. I stipulated for a
clerk to come down with any papers to be signed, and started at once
for Victoria. I decline to tell the name of my find, firstly because
the trout are the gamest little fish that ever rose to fly, and run
to a good two pounds; secondly, I have paid for all the rooms in the
inn for the next year, and I want it to myself. The glove is lying on
the table next me as I write. If it isn't in my breast-pocket or under
my pillow, it is some place where I can see it. It has a delicate gray
body (Suede, I think they call it), with a whipping of silver round the
top and a darker gray-silk tag to fasten it. It is marked 5-3/4 inside,
and has a delicious scent about it,--to keep off moths, I suppose;
naphthaline is better. It reminds me of a "silver-sedge" tied on a ten
hook.
I startled the good landlady of the little inn (there is no village,
fortunately) when I arrived, with the only porter of the tiny station,
laden with traps. She hesitated about a private sitting-room; but
eventually we compromised matters, as I was willing to share it with
the other visitor. I got into knickerbockers at once, collared a boy
to get me worms and minnow for the morrow; and as I felt too lazy to
unpack tackle, I just sat in the shiny arm-chair (made comfortable by
the successive sitting of former occupants) at the open window, and
looked out. The river (not the trout stream) winds to the right, and
the trees cast trembling shadows into its clear depths; the red tiles
of a farm roof show between the beeches, and break the monotony of blue
sky background. A dusty wagoner is slaking his thirst with a tankard
of ale. I am conscious of the strange lonely feeling that a visit
to England always gives me. Away in strange lands, even in solitary
places, one doesn't feel it somehow,--one is filled with the hunter's
lust, bent on a "kill;" but at home in the quiet country, with the
smoke curling up from some fireside, the mowers busy laying the hay in
swaths, the children tumbling under the trees in the orchards, and a
girl singing as she spreads the clothes on the sweetbrier hedge,--amid
a scene quick with home sights and sounds, a strange lack creeps in
and makes itself felt in a dull, aching way. Oddly enough, too, I had
a sense of uneasiness, a "something going to happen." I had often
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account