Kimiko, and Other Japanese SketchesHearn, Lafcadio
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Kimiko, and Other Japanese Sketches
Hearn, Lafcadio
Women -- Japan -- Fiction
To-day these rites are not allowed by law. They once consoled; but the
law is a good law, and just--since there exist men willing to mock the
divine which is in human hearts.]
So it came to pass that O-Toyo found herself one night in a lonely
little temple at the verge of the city--kneeling before the ihai of her
boy, and hearing the rite of incantation. And presently, out of the
lips of the officiant there came a voice she thought she knew,--a voice
loved above all others,--but faint and very thin, like a sobbing of
wind.
And the thin voice cried to her:
"Ask quickly, quickly, mother! Dark is the way and long; and I may not
linger."
Then tremblingly she questioned:
"Why must I sorrow for my child? What is the justice of the gods?"
And there was answer given:
"O mother, do not mourn me thus! That I died was only that you might
not die. For the year was a year of sickness and of sorrow--and it was
given me to know that you were to die; and I obtained by prayer that I
should take your place.[7]
[7] _Migawari_, "substitute," is the religious term.
"O mother, never weep for me! It is not kindness to mourn for the dead.
Over the River of Tears[8] their silent road is; and when mothers weep,
the flood of that river rises, and the soul cannot pass, but must
wander to and fro.
[8] "Namida-no-Kawa."
"Therefore, I pray you, do not grieve, O mother mine! Only give me a
little water sometimes."
III
From that hour she was not seen to weep. She performed, lightly and
silently, as in former days, the gentle duties of a daughter.
Seasons passed; and her father thought to find another husband for her.
To the mother, he said:
"If our daughter again have a son, it will be great joy for her, and
for all of us."
But the wiser mother made answer:
"Unhappy she is not. It is impossible that she marry again. She has
become as a little child, knowing nothing of trouble or sin."
It was true that she had ceased to know real pain. She had begun to
show a strange fondness for very small things. At first she had found
her bed too large--perhaps through the sense of emptiness left by the
loss of her child; then, day by day, other things seemed to grow too
large--the dwelling itself, the familiar rooms, the alcove and its
great flower-vases--even the household utensils. She wished to eat her
rice with miniature chopsticks out of a very small bowl such as
children use.
In these things she was lovingly humored; and in other matters she was
not fantastic. The old people consulted together about her constantly.
At last the father said:
"For our daughter to live with strangers might be painful. But as we
are aged, we may soon have to leave her. Perhaps we could provide for
her by making her a nun. We might build a little temple for her."
Next day the mother asked O-Toyo:
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