Kimiko, and Other Japanese SketchesHearn, Lafcadio
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Kimiko, and Other Japanese Sketches
Hearn, Lafcadio
Women -- Japan -- Fiction
She waited through all the morning hours, fearing for him, fearing for
herself also; conscious at last of the wrong by which a woman's heart
can be most deeply wounded. Her faithful servants had told her
something; the rest she could guess. She was very ill, and did not know
it. She knew only that she was angry--selfishly angry, because of the
pain given her--cruel, probing, sickening pain. Midday came as she sat
thinking how she could say least selfishly what it was now her duty to
say,--the first words of reproach that would ever have passed her lips.
Then her heart leaped with a shock that made everything blur and swim
before her sight in a whirl of dizziness--because there was a sound of
kuruma-wheels and the voice of a servant calling: "Honorable-return-is!"
She struggled to the entrance to meet him, all her slender body
a-tremble with fever and pain, and terror of betraying that pain. And
the man was startled, because instead of greeting him with the
accustomed smile, she caught the bosom of his silk robe in one
quivering little hand--and looked into his face with eyes that seemed
to search for some shred of a soul--and tried to speak, but could utter
only the single word, "Anata?"[10] Almost in the same moment her weak
grasp loosened, her eyes closed with a strange smile; and even before
he could put out his arms to support her, she fell. He sought to lift
her. But something in the delicate life had snapped. She was dead.
[10] "Thou?"
There were astonishments, of course, and tears, and useless callings of
her name, and much running for doctors. But she lay white and still and
beautiful, all the pain and anger gone out of her face, and smiling as
on her bridal day.
Two physicians came from the public hospital--Japanese military
surgeons. They asked straight, hard questions--questions that cut open
the self of the man down to the core. Then they told him truth cold and
sharp as edged steel--and left him with his dead.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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