Kimiko, and Other Japanese SketchesHearn, Lafcadio
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Kimiko, and Other Japanese Sketches
Hearn, Lafcadio
Women -- Japan -- Fiction
In the period of the eighth moon, Kimiko ceased to be playful, and told
her reasons very gently but very firmly: "It is time that I should say
what I have long delayed saying. For the sake of the mother who gave me
life, and for the sake of my little sister, I have lived in hell. All
that is past; but the scorch of the fire is upon me, and there is no
power that can take it away. It is not for such as I to enter into an
honored family--nor to bear you a son--nor to build up your house....
Suffer me to speak; for in the knowing of wrong I am very, very much
wiser than you.... Never shall I be your wife to become your shame. I
am your companion only, your play-fellow, your guest of an hour--and
this not for any gifts. When I shall be no longer with you--nay!
certainly that day must come!--you will have clearer sight. I shall
still be dear to you, but not in the same way as now--which is
foolishness. You will remember these words out of my heart. Some true
sweet lady will be chosen for you, to become the mother of your
children. I shall see them; but the place of a wife I shall never take,
and the joy of a mother I must never know. I am only your folly, my
beloved--an illusion, a dream, a shadow flitting across your life.
Somewhat more in later time I may become, but a wife to you
never--neither in this existence nor in the next. Ask me again--and I
go."
In the period of the tenth moon, and without any reason imaginable,
Kimiko disappeared--vanished--utterly ceased to exist.
V
Nobody knew when or how or whither she had gone. Even in the
neighborhood of the home she had left, none had seen her pass. At first
it seemed that she must soon return. Of all her beautiful and precious
things--her robes, her ornaments, her presents: a fortune in
themselves--she had taken nothing. But weeks passed without word or
sign; and it was feared that something terrible had befallen her.
Rivers were dragged, and wells were searched. Inquiries were made by
telegraph and by letter. Trusted servants were sent to look for her.
Rewards were offered for any news--especially a reward to Kimika, who
was really attached to the girl, and would have been only too happy to
find her without any reward at all. But the mystery remained a mystery.
Application to the authorities would have been useless: the fugitive
had done no wrong, broken no law; and the vast machinery of the
imperial police-system was not to be set in motion by the passionate
whim of a boy. Months grew into years; but neither Kimika, nor the
little sister in Kyoto, nor any one of the thousands who had known
and admired the beautiful dancer, ever saw Kimiko again.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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