“It looks as if he were going to be chary with his praise,” thought
Helen, feeling just the least bit uncomfortable. She thought for a
moment, and then said, not without truth, “You pique my curiosity,
Mr. Howard.”
“My criticism could not be technical,” said the other, smiling,
again, “for I am not a pianist.”
“You play some other instrument?” asked Helen; afterwards she added,
mischievously, “or are you just a critic?”
“I play the violin,” the man answered.
“You are going to play for us this evening?”
“No,” said the other, “I fear I shall not.”
“Why not?” Helen inquired.
“I have not been feeling very well to-day,” was the response. “But I
have promised your aunt to play some evening; we had quite a long
dispute.”
“You do not like to play in public?” asked Helen.
The question was a perfectly natural one, but it happened
unfortunately that as the girl asked it her glance rested upon the
figure of her companion. The man chanced to look at her at the same
instant, and she saw in a flash that her thought had been misread.
Helen colored with the most painful mortification; but Mr. Howard
gave, to her surprise, no sign of offense.
“No, not in general,” he said, with simple dignity. “I believe that
I am much better equipped as a listener.”
Helen had never seen more perfect self-possession than that, and she
felt quite humbled.
It would have been difficult to guess the age of the man beside her,
but Helen noticed that his hair was slightly gray. A closer view had
only served to strengthen her first impression of him, that he was
all head, and she found herself thinking that if that had been all
of him he might have been handsome, tho in a strange, uncomfortable
way. The broad forehead seemed more prominent than ever, and the
dark eyes seemed fairly to shine from beneath it. The rest of the
face, tho wan, was as powerful and massive as the brow, and seemed
to Helen, little used as she was to think of such things, to
indicate character as well as suffering.
“It looks a little like Arthur's,” she thought.
This she had been noticing in the course of the conversation; then,
because her curiosity had really been piqued, she brought back the
original topic again. “You have not told me about my playing,” she
smiled, “and I wish for your opinion. I am very vain, you know.”
(There is wisdom in avowing a weakness which you wish others to
think you do not possess.)
“It gave me great pleasure to watch you,” said the man, after a
moment.
“To watch me!” thought Helen. “That is a palpable evasion. That is
not criticising my music itself,” she said aloud, not showing that
she was a trifle annoyed.
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