“The second,” said Mr. Howard, turning his dark, sunken eyes full
upon the girl, “is another man, not a genius, but one who has
suffered, I fear, nearly as much as one; a man who is very hungry
for beauty, and very impatient of insincerity, and who is accustomed
to look to the great masters of art for all his help and courage.”
Helen felt very uncomfortable indeed.
“Evidently,” she said, “I am the third.”
“Yes,” said Mr. Howard, “the pianist is the third. It is the
pianist's place to take the great work and live it, and study it
until he knows all that it means; and then--”
“I don't think I took it quite so seriously as that,” said Helen,
with a poor attempt at humility.
“No,” said Mr. Howard, gravely; “it was made evident to me that you
did not by every note you played; for you treated it as if it had
been a Liszt show-piece.”
Helen was of course exceedingly angry at those last blunt words; but
she was too proud to let her vexation be observed. She felt that she
had gotten herself into the difficulty by asking for serious
criticism, for deep in her heart she knew that it was true, and that
she would never have dared to play the sonata had she known that a
musician was present. Helen felt completely humiliated, her few
minutes' conversation having been enough to put her out of humor
with herself and all of her surroundings. There was a long silence,
in which she had time to think of what she had heard; she felt in
spite of herself the folly of what she had done, and her whole
triumph had suddenly come to look very small indeed; yet, as was
natural, she felt only anger against the man who had broken the
spell and destroyed her illusion. She was only the more irritated
because she could not find any ground upon which to blame him.
It would have been very difficult for her to have carried on the
conversation after that. Fortunately a diversion occurred, the young
person who had last played having gone to the piano again, this time
with a young man and a violin.
“Aunt Polly has found someone to take your place,” said Helen,
forcing a smile.
“Yes,” said the other, “she told me we had another violinist.”
The violinist played Raff's Cavatina, a thing with which fiddlers
all love to exhibit themselves; he played it just a little off the
key at times, as Helen might have told by watching her companion's
eyebrows. She in the meantime was trying to recover her equanimity,
and to think what else she could say. “He's the most uncomfortable
man I ever met,” she thought with vexation. “I wish I'd insisted
upon keeping away from him!”
However, Helen was again relieved from her plight by the fact that
as the fiddler stopped and the faint applause died out, she saw Mr.
Harrison coming towards her. Mr. Harrison had somehow succeeded in
extricating himself from the difficulty in which his hostess had
placed him, and had no doubt guessed that Helen was no better
pleased with her new companion.
“May I join you?” he asked, as he neared the sofa.
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