“I am trying my poor, humble best to show you what to think. And you
could not possibly feel more worried than I just now; Helen, you
could be rid of all these doubts and struggles in one instant, if
you chose. Ask yourself if it is not true; you have only to give
yourself into the arms of the happiness that calls you. And you
never will get rid of the matter in any other way,--indeed you will
not! If you should fling away this chance, the memory of it would
never leave you all your life; after you knew it was too late, you
would torment yourself a thousand times more than ever you can now.”
“Oh, dear, dear!” cried Helen, half hysterically; “I can't stand
that, Aunt Polly. I'll do anything, only let me alone! My head is
aching to split, and I don't know where I am.”
“And you will never find another chance like it, Helen,” went on the
other, with sledge-hammer remorselessness. “For if you behave in
this perfectly insane way and lose this opportunity, I shall simply
give you up in despair at your perversity.”
“But I haven't said I was going to lose it,” the girl exclaimed. “He
won't be any the less in love with me if I make him wait, Aunt
Polly!--”
“Mr. Harrison was going back to Cincinnati in a day or two,” put in
Mrs. Roberts, swiftly.
“He will stay if I wish him to,” was the girl's reply. “There is no
need for so much worry; one would think I was getting old.”
“Old!” laughed the other. “You are so beautiful this morning, Helen,
that I could fall in love with you myself.” She turned the girl
towards her, seeing that her toilet was finished. “I haven't a
thought in the world, dear, but to keep you so beautiful,” she said;
“I hate to see you tormenting yourself and making yourself so pale;
why will you not take my advice and fling all these worries aside
and let yourself be happy? That is all I want you to do, and it is
so easy! Why is it that you do not want to be happy? I like to see
you smile, Helen!” And Helen, who was tired of struggling, made a
wry attempt to oblige her, and then broke into a laugh at herself.
Meanwhile the other picked a rose from a great bunch of them that
lay upon the bureau, and pinned it upon her dress.
“There, child,” she, said, “he can never resist you now, I know!”
Helen kissed her excitedly upon the cheek, and darted quickly out of
the door, singing, in a brave attempt to bring back her old, merry
self:--
“The flowers that bloom in the spring, tra-la-la, Have nothing to do
with the case.”
A moment later, however, she recollected Mr. Howard and his
misfortune, and her heart sank; she ran quickly down the steps to
get the thought of him from her mind.
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