Kirsteen: The Story of a Scotch Family Seventy Years AgoOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Kirsteen: The Story of a Scotch Family Seventy Years Ago
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Domestic fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
She sat pressing herself into the corner of the seat, and the long
pent-up tears poured forth. They had been getting too much for her, like
a stream shut in by artificial barriers, and now came with a flood, like
the same stream in spate and carrying every obstruction away. It was
almost a pleasure to see (if there had been any one to do so) the good
heart with which Kirsteen wept: she made no noise, but the tears poured
forth in a great shower, relieving her head and her heart. They were
very heavy, but they were not bitter. They meant a great deal of emotion
and stirring up of her whole being, but though her feelings were very
poignant they were not without pleasure. She had never felt so elevated
above herself, above every dull circumstance that surrounded her. She
had been very sorry and had shed tears plentifully when the other boys
went away. But this was not the same. She perhaps did not confess to
herself, yet she knew very well that it was not altogether for Robbie.
Robbie had his share, but there was another now. For years Kirsteen and
Ronald Drummond had been good friends. When he went away before she had
felt a secret pang, and had been very eager to hear the news of the
battles and that he was safe: but something had changed this friendship
during the last summer while he had been at home. Not a word had been
said: there was no love-making; they were both too shy to enter upon any
revelation of feeling, nor was there any opportunity for explanations,
since they were always surrounded by companions, always in the midst of
a wandering, easy-minded party which had no respect for any one’s
privacy. But Kirsteen when she marked her brother’s handkerchiefs with
her hair had fully intended that Ronald should see it, and be struck
with the similarity of the initials and ask for or take one of them at
least. Her heart beat high when this happened according to her
prevision; and when he stooped and whispered, “Will ye wait for me,
Kirsteen, till I come back?” the answering whisper, “That I will!” had
come from the bottom of her heart. She had scarcely been aware of what
was said in the hurry of the moment. But it had come back to her, every
syllable and every tone as soon as it was all over. Their spirits had
floated together in that one moment, which was only a moment, yet enough
to decide the course of two lives. They were too much bound by the laws
of their youthful existence to think of breaking any observance in order
to expand these utterances, or make assurance sure. That Ronald should
spend his last evening at home with his mother and sister, that Kirsteen
should be present at Robbie’s parting supper, was as the laws of the
Medes and the Persians to these two. No emergency could be imagined of
sufficient weight to interfere with such necessities of life. And there
was something in their simple absolutism of youthful feeling which was
better expressed in the momentary conjunction, in the sudden words so
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