Kissing the Rod: A Novel. (Vol. 2 of 3) — John Shaqi
Kissing the Rod: A Novel. (Vol. 2 of 3)Yates, Edmund
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Kissing the Rod: A Novel. (Vol. 2 of 3)
Yates, Edmund
England -- Fiction
feelings with which he regarded her, he never ceased to hope that in
time she would come to love him. At least he would deserve her love,
if unlimited indulgence, if ceaseless observance, if the gratification
of every wish, every fantasy could merit it. At least he would
atone---- And when Robert's meditations reached that point they were
apt to become very uncomfortable, and he would fall back upon the
recollection of his wealth, and of all that he intended to do with it
solely for Katharine's benefit and pleasure, and he would say in his
heart, "At all events, Frere could have given her nothing that she
values; for she likes luxury and pleasure--she is quite a woman of the
world." In saying which he, the poor fellow, believed he passed an
eulogium upon her; for that "world," seen through the medium of his
passion, had quite bewildered his fancy and obscured his judgment.
It was, therefore, with intense pleasure that Robert observed the glow
of satisfaction, the eager alacrity with which Katharine inspected the
house and grounds; that he noted the bright eyes and glowing smiles
with which she praised all the arrangements made for her comfort, and
approved of the scale and order of the household. The irrepressible
girlishness of her age aided her in these circumstances. It was quite
impossible not to feel pride and delight in such possessions; and she
felt them to the full. Ignorant as she had been of the real state of
her father's affairs, and guiltless of the false pretences of their
life in London, she had always had a vague sense of insecurity; she
had always been annoyed by a dearth of ready-money; she had constantly
found herself wishing papa would give her a cheque when she went out
shopping, and would not oblige her to remain so long and so deeply in
her milliner's debt; and now she felt the contrast in the sense of an
unexplained but intense relief. The perfect order, the luxury, the
quiet of her house, the beauty of the gardens and the woods, the
deference, the observance with with which she was treated--differing
widely from the capricious caresses of her father, under which her
keen intelligence detected the unscrupulousness, selfishness, and
the contempt for her sex from which her pride and her delicacy
revolted--the novel sense of the importance of her position,--all
these united to rouse Katharine from the coldness and bitterness of
feeling which had succeeded the awakening from her love-trance. She
thought in after-days that during the time which immediately succeeded
her arrival at Middlemeads she had not been far from loving her
husband. Certain it is that she thought less of her false lover, that
she nourished her anger against him less sedulously, that she fed less
upon the poisonous fruit of pride, rage, and mortification. She took
pleasure in the beauty and luxury which surrounded her: she owed it
all to Robert; she could hardly look upon and enjoy it without feeling
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