Kitty Alone: A Story of Three Fires (vol. 2 of 3) — John Shaqi
Kitty Alone: A Story of Three Fires (vol. 2 of 3)Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
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Kitty Alone: A Story of Three Fires (vol. 2 of 3)
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
English fiction -- 19th century
“No, Kitty. Rose rather teased me.”
“Jan, you are a dear, good old fellow, and I like you better than any—I
mean, almost better than anyone else in the world.”
“Whom do you like better?” he inquired in a tone between sulk and anger.
“My dear father, of course.”
“Oh, your father!—anyone else?”
“I love the dear old parson.”
“The parson? why so?”
“Because one can learn so much from him.”
“Oh, learn, learn!” exclaimed Pooke impatiently. “At that rate you will
love the schoolmaster, for he can teach you all sorts of things—why some
stars twinkle and others do not; and why the tides do not come regular
by half an hour. If that sort of foolery suits you, he’ll do.”
“It is no foolery, dear friend Jan. I have said that I did regard and
like you.” Her face had become crimson.
“But you will not love me.”
“Jan, I shall always think of you as a brother or a cousin. You are so
good, so true, so kind. You deserve the best girl in Coombe, and I am
not that.”
He wanted to interrupt her, but she proceeded, laying her finger-tips on
his breast.
“No, Jan, I am not that—I know it well; and I know that your father, not
even sister Sue, would have you marry me. I cannot love you, and you
would be unhappy with me.”
“Why that?”
“Because I would be for ever asking you questions which you could not
answer. And I, with you, would not be happy, because I could get no
answers out of you. You would be telling me such things as that silver
peninks sprang out of daffodil roots, and that—I could not believe.”
“So you refuse me?”
“Jan, you must get a good dear wife, who will believe that silver
peninks grow out of daffodil bulbs—will not bother whether they do or
not—one who loves you with her whole heart. I know one who does
that—no—listen to me!” as he made a gesture of impatience, as if he
would turn away. “Let me speak plainly, Jan. Rose is a merry,
good-hearted girl; and if she has done an unkind thing to me, it has not
been out of malice, but because it made her mad to think that you did
not love her, and cared a little for me. No one in Coombe can say a bad
word against her. She is the prettiest girl in all the country round.
She is always neat and fitty (dapper). If you know at all what love is,
Jan, you must judge how miserable Rose is, when, loving you with all her
heart, she finds you indifferent, and even rough towards her; she hates
me, only because you prefer me to her. Your father, I am quite sure, has
no wish to see you marry anyone but Rose. Sister Sue is her friend, and
Sue knows and cares nothing about me. Let us always remain friends. I
shall ever value you for your goodness of heart, dear Jan. I wish I
could love you enough to accept you, but I cannot—I cannot, Jan—and
after saying that silver peninks”—
“Oh, confound the peninks!” he used a worse word than “confound.”
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