Kitty Alone: A Story of Three Fires (vol. 3 of 3)Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
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Kitty Alone: A Story of Three Fires (vol. 3 of 3)
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
English fiction -- 19th century
After the first paroxysm of resentment and despair had passed, she felt
the need of using self-control, and of concealing what she thought, of
endeavouring to avert suspicion from falling on Pasco. Now also, for the
first time in her life, did this stern woman crave for sympathy, and her
heart turned at once instinctively to the girl she had disregarded and
despised. Dimly she had perceived, though she had never allowed it to
herself, that there was a something in her niece of a strong, noble, and
superior nature to her own. And in this moment of terrible prostration
of her self-respect and weakness of nerve, her heart cried out with
almost ravenous impatience for Kate. To Kitty alone could she speak her
mind, in Kitty’s breast alone find sympathy.
When, therefore, the door opened and the rector entered with a girl at
his side, her eyes, dazzled by the sunlight behind them, unable to
distinguish at the moment through the haze of tears that formed and
dried in her eyes, she cried out hoarsely’
“It is Kitty! I want you, Kitty!”
“I am not Kitty,” said Rose. “I am only her dear friend. If you want
Kitty, I will fetch her.”
“I do want her. I must have her,” said Zerah vehemently. “I have no one.
My brother is dead, my husband is gone. My Kitty’where is she? I do not
know if it is true that she is on the moor. She may be burning yonder,
along wi’ her father.”
The woman threw herself into the settle, and burst into a convulsion of
tears.
Mr. Fielding spoke words intended to console her. She must not rush to a
conclusion so dreadful without sufficient cause; it was possible enough
that in the course of the day something might transpire which would give
them reason to believe that Mr. Quarm was safe. Then, to divert her mind
from this point to one less distressing, as he thought, he inquired
whether she had any idea as to how the fire had originated.
He could hardly have asked a question more calculated to agitate her.
Zerah sprang from the settle, walked hurriedly about the room, hiding
her eyes with her hand, and crying’
“I know nothing. I cannot think. I want Kitty.”
Then Mr. Fielding put forth his arm, stayed her, and said’
“Mrs. Pepperill, remember, however dear to you your brother may be, he
must be dearer to Kitty, as he is her father. You are advanced in life,
have had your losses and sorrows, and have acquired a certain power to
sustain a loss and command sorrow, but Kitty’s is a fresh young heart,
that has never known the cutting blows to which yours has been
subjected. Spare her what may be unnecessary. Let us wait over to-day,
and if nothing happens to relieve our minds of the terrible fear that
clouds them, we will send to Dart-meet for the child. Indeed, she must
be brought here’if our fears receive confirmation. All I ask is, spare
her what, please God, is an unnecessary agony.”
Then Rose Ash came up close to the bewildered woman.
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