BELL:
I was the first to look on her dead face,
The morn I came: if she’d but lived a day--
Just one day longer, she’d have let me go.
No living woman could have held me here:
But she was dead; and so, I had to stay--
A fly, caught in the web of a dead spider.
It must be her he favours: and he’s got
A dogged patience well-nigh crazes me:
A husband, born, as I was never born
For wife. But, happen, you ken him, well as I,
Leastways, his company-side, since he does business
At Bellingham? A happy ending, eh!
For our mischances, they should make a match:
Though naught that ever happens is an ending;
A wedding, least of all.
JUDITH:
I’ve never seen him.
Ruth keeps her counsel. I’d not even heard
His name, till late last night; and then by chance:
But, I’ve not slept a wink since, you may guess.
When I heard “Barrasford of Krindlesyke,”
My heart went cold within me, thinking of Jim,
And what he’d been to me. I’d had no news
Of all that’s happened since I left the day
Jim wedded; and ...
BELL:
The nowt felt like a poacher,
When keeper’s sneaked his bunny, and broken his snare?
JUDITH:
I fancied he, perhaps ...
BELL:
Ay, likely enough.
Jim’s wasted a sight of matches, since that day
He burnt his fingers so badly: but he’s not kindled
A hearthfire yet at Krindlesyke. Anyway,
For Michael to be his son, I’d need to be
Even an older flame of his than you:
For Michael’s twenty-one.
JUDITH:
As old as that?
But I could never rest, till I’d made sure.
Knowing myself, I did not question Ruth ...
BELL:
What’s worth the kenning’s seldom learned by speiring.
JUDITH:
Though, knowing myself, I dreaded what might chance,
What might already ...
BELL:
You’d no cause to worrit
Michael’s not that sort: he’s respectable--
Too staid and sober for his tinker-mother:
He’ll waste no matches, lighting wayside fires.
JUDITH:
Like me, Ruth’s easy kindled; hard to quench--
A flying spark, and the heather’s afire in a gale;
And the fell’s burned to the rock--naught but black ash,
When the downpour comes, too late.
BELL:
Ay--but the flare,
And crackle, and tossing flames, and golden smoke;
And the sting of the reek in the nostrils!
JUDITH:
Ruth’ll love
Once and for all: like me, she’s born for marriage:
Though, in my eager trustfulness, I missed it.
You’ll scorn me, as I often scorn myself:
But, kenning the worst, in my heart of hearts, I hanker ...
Jim meant so much to me once: I can’t forget,
Or keep from dwelling on the might-have-been.
Snow on the felltop, now: but underground
Fire smoulders still: and still might burst to flame.
Deceived and broken ...
BELL:
What’s this jackadandy,
That you and Phœbe, both--and kenning him!
JUDITH:
What’s kenning got to do with love? It makes
No difference, once you’ve given ...
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