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"Pardon me, please." Charles moved away, restrained eagerness in the
forward thrust of his head above his broad, black shoulders.
Catherine saw him edge past a group, saw a pearl-smooth shoulder above
a jade-green velvet sheath. The Partridge, of course! What was she
doing at a faculty reception? She had a glimpse of the squirrel smile,
before she picked up the thread of Mrs. Thomas's domestic lyric.
The Thomases wanted refreshments. Catherine's throat was sticky-dry
at the thought of food. She had a sharp longing for her own living
room and Bill. He could ease her of these innumerable prickings. She
made her way to Charles, and then stood, unnoted, at his elbow. Miss
Partridge saw her, and her hand swam up in a leisurely arc. Catherine
nodded pleasantly.
"I think I'll run along, Charles. You aren't to hurry." She drifted
away before his hesitancy reached action.
III
Snow again in the air, wet on her cheeks. I am going home, to see
Bill, in search of ballast. She hurried across the campus. The library
windows were dark; two cleaning women, aprons bundled about their
heads, clattered ahead of her with their pails.
As she pushed open the apartment door, she saw Bill, standing at the
doorway of Marian's room, indistinct in the shadow. He moved violently
away.
"Have the children been bothering you?" Catherine listened an instant
at the door. Nothing but the faintest possible rhythm of breathing.
"I thought I heard Letty call." Bill retreated into the living room.
"Where's Charles? The party over?"
"I ran away." Catherine slipped out of her coat. "Leaving him with Miss
Partridge." She drew down her long gloves, laughing, and looked at
Bill. Something curiously disturbed in his heavy-lidded glance. How
tired and gaunt he looked. "What is it, Bill?"
He waited until she had settled into the wing chair.
"Nice dress, that," he said, as he sat down.
"This?" She smiled at him. Her hands lay idly along folds of the black
stuff. "Are you bored, sitting here alone? The children haven't really
been awake, have they?"
"No. I eavesdropped on them." Again that heavy, troubled look. "I heard
them--breathe."
What in that phrase had such poignancy? What in the silence swung a
light close to the dark, unruffled surface of this man, illuminating,
far down in deep water, that struggling, twisting something?
He rose, brushing aside the curtain, to gaze out at the dim city.
"Better run along," he said, slowly. "You must be weary."
"Oh, no." Catherine's hand entreated him.
At that he turned slightly, to face her. She had a queer fancy that she
saw his forehead gleam, his hair shine damp, as if he came swinging up,
up to the surface. But he spoke calmly enough.
"I've been thinking over one of Henrietta's truisms, as I eavesdropped
on your children. Wondering about it, and you."
Catherine was still; breathing might blur the glass, this glass through
which she might have a clear glimpse of Bill.
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