Lady Barbarina, The Siege of London, An International Episode, and Other TalesJames, Henry
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Lady Barbarina, The Siege of London, An International Episode, and Other Tales
James, Henry
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Europe -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
was not the cleverest of men; but it took all her own cleverness, which
was much greater, to maintain this appearance. Fortunately he wasn’t
wild, so that he would never marry an actress or a governess, like two or
three of the young men who had been at Eton with him. With this ground
of nervousness the less Lady Demesne awaited with a proud patience his
appointment to some high office. He represented in Parliament the
Conservative instincts and vote of a red-roofed market town, and, sending
regularly to his bookseller for the new publications on economical
subjects, was determined his political development should have a massive
statistical basis. He was not conceited; he was only
misinformed—misinformed, I mean, about himself. He thought himself
essential to the propriety of things—not as an individual, but as an
institution. This conviction indeed was too sacred to betray itself by
vulgar assumptions. If he was a little man in a big place he never
strutted nor talked loud; he merely felt it as a luxury that he had a
large social circumference. It was like sleeping in a big bed;
practically one didn’t toss about the more, but one felt a greater
freshness.
He had never seen anything like Mrs. Headway; he hardly knew by what
standard to measure her. She was not at all the English lady—not one of
those with whom he had been accustomed to converse; yet it was impossible
not to make out in her a temper and a tone. He might have been sure she
was provincial, but as he was much under her charm he compromised by
pronouncing her only foreign. It was of course provincial to be foreign;
but this was after all a peculiarity which she shared with a great many
nice people. He wasn’t wild, and his mother had flattered herself that
in this all-important matter he wouldn’t be perverse; yet it was far from
regular that he should have taken a fancy to an American widow, five
years older than himself, who knew no one and who sometimes didn’t appear
to understand exactly who he was. Though he believed in no alternative
to the dignity of the British consciousness, it was precisely her
foreignness that pleased him; she seemed as little as possible of his own
race and creed; there wasn’t a touch of Warwickshire in her composition.
She was like an Hungarian or a Pole, with the difference that he could
almost make out her speech. The unfortunate young man was engulfed even
while not admitting that he had done more than estimate his distance to
the brink. He would love wisely—one might even so love agreeably. He
had intelligently arranged his life; he had determined to marry at
thirty-two. A long line of ancestors was watching him; he hardly knew
what they would think of Mrs. Headway. He hardly knew what he thought
himself; the only thing he was absolutely sure of was that she made the
time pass as it passed in no other pursuit. That, indeed, rather worried
him; he was by no means sure anything so precious should be so little
accounted for.
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