Lady Barbarina, The Siege of London, An International Episode, and Other TalesJames, Henry
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Lady Barbarina, The Siege of London, An International Episode, and Other Tales
James, Henry
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Europe -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
There was nothing so to account but the fragments of Mrs.
Headway’s conversation, the peculiarities of her accent, the sallies of
her wit, the audacities of her fancy, the odd echoes of her past. Of
course he knew she had had a past; she wasn’t a young girl, she was a
widow—and widows were essentially the expression of an accomplished fact.
He was not jealous of her antecedents, but he would have liked a little
to piece them together, and it was here the difficulty occurred. The
subject was illumined with fitful flashes, but never placed itself before
him as a general picture. He asked her various questions, but her
answers were so startling that, like sudden luminous points, they seemed
to intensify the darkness round their edges. She had apparently spent
her life in a remote province of a barbarous country, but it didn’t
follow from this that she herself had been low. She had been a lily
among thistles, and there was something romantic possibly in the interest
taken by a man of his position in a woman of hers. It pleased Sir Arthur
to believe he was romantic; that had been the case with several of his
ancestors, who supplied a precedent without which he would scarce perhaps
have ventured to trust himself. He was the victim of perplexities from
which a single spark of direct perception would have saved him. He took
everything in the literal sense; a grain of humour or of imagination
would have saved him, but such things were never so far from him as when
he had begun to stray helplessly in the realm of wonder. He sat there
vaguely waiting for something to happen and not committing himself by
rash declarations. If he was in love it was in his own way,
reflectively, inexpressibly, obstinately. He was waiting for the formula
which would justify his conduct and Mrs. Headway’s peculiarities. He
hardly knew where it would come from; you might have thought from his
manner that he would discover it in one of the elaborate _entreés_ that
were served to the pair when she consented to dine with him at Bignon’s
or the Café Anglais; or in one of the luxurious band-boxes that arrived
from the Rue de la Paix and from which she often lifted the lid in the
presence of her admirer. There were moments when he got weary of waiting
in vain, and at these moments the arrival of her American friends—he
often asked himself why she had so few—seemed to lift the mystery from
his shoulders and give him a chance to rest. This apology for a plan she
herself might yet scarce contribute to, since she couldn’t know how much
ground it was expected to cover. She talked about her past because she
thought it the best thing to do; she had a shrewd conviction that it was
somehow better made use of and confessed to, even in a manner presented
or paraded, than caused to stretch behind her as a mere nameless desert.
She could at least a little irrigate and plant the waste. She had to
have some geography, though the beautiful blank rose-coloured map-spaces
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