Lady Barbarina, The Siege of London, An International Episode, and Other TalesJames, Henry
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Lady Barbarina, The Siege of London, An International Episode, and Other Tales
James, Henry
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Europe -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“Can’t you have a little faith?” he at once asked, speaking as fast as if
he were not even a little afraid to urge the pace. “That will help us to
know each other better. It’s disgusting, the want of opportunity; even
at Pasterns I could scarcely get a walk with you. But I’ve the most
absolute trust of you. I _know_ I love you, and I couldn’t do more than
that at the end of six months. I love your beauty, I love your nature, I
love you from head to foot. Don’t move, please don’t move.” He lowered
his tone now, but it went straight to her ear and we must believe
conveyed a certain eloquence. For himself, after he had heard himself
say these words, all his being was in a glow. It was a luxury to speak
to her of her beauty; it brought him nearer to her than he had ever been.
But the colour had come into her face and seemed to remind him that her
beauty wasn’t all. “Everything about you is true and sweet and grand,”
he went on; “everything’s dear to me. I’m sure you’re good. I don’t
know what you think of me; I asked Lady Beauchemin to tell me, and she
told me to judge for myself. Well, then, I judge you like me. Haven’t I
a right to assume that till the contrary’s proved? May I speak to your
father? That’s what I want to know. I’ve been waiting, but now what
should I wait for longer? I want to be able to tell him you’ve given me
hope. I suppose I ought to speak to him first. I meant to, to-morrow,
but meanwhile, to-night, I thought I’d just put this in. In my country
it wouldn’t matter particularly. You must see all that over there for
yourself. If you should tell me not to speak to your father I
wouldn’t—I’d wait. But I like better to ask your leave to speak to him
than ask his to speak to you.”
His voice had sunk almost to a whisper, but, though it trembled, the fact
of his pleading gave it intensity. He had the same attitude, his thumbs
in his trousers, his neat attentive young head, his smile, which was a
matter of course; no one would have imagined what he was saying. She had
listened without moving and at the end she raised her eyes. They rested
on his own a moment, and he remembered for a long time the look, the
clear effluence of splendid maidenhood, as deep as a surrender, that
passed her lids.
Disconcertingly, however, there was no surrender in what she answered.
“You may say anything you please to my father, but I don’t wish to hear
any more. You’ve said too much, considering how little idea you’ve given
me before.”
“I was watching you,” said Jackson Lemon.
She held her head higher, still looking straight at him. Then quite
seriously, “I don’t like to be watched,” she returned.
“You shouldn’t be so beautiful then. Won’t you give me a word of hope?”
“I’ve never supposed I should marry a foreigner,” said Lady Barb.
“Do you call me a foreigner?”
“I think your ideas are very different and your country different.
You’ve told me so yourself.”
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