Lady Bell, volume 1 (of 3) : $b A story of last centuryTytler, Sarah
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Lady Bell, volume 1 (of 3) : $b A story of last century
Tytler, Sarah
Great Britain -- History -- George III, 1760-1820 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
The practice was so far lucky in Lady Bell’s case, it gave her no time
to reflect on what had happened in all its importance, so that the
reaction which had already set in after the overstrained resignation and
meekness of her last moments at St. Bevis’s, was only a silent
rebellion.
Lady Bell, even at fifteen, had too much spirit and sense to feel
inclined to exhibit to strangers her wrongs and misery, and the extent
of the sacrifice which she had just celebrated. She did not dissolve in
floods of tears—she controlled herself, and was only thought very pale
(but she was a pale, dark-eyed beauty at any time), proud, and shy,—a
grand, but not very attractive, young madam for old Squire Trevor.
Nevertheless, it was in a state of chronic rebellion that Lady Bell
reached Trevor Court. What good was the rebellion to do then? She never
asked herself. Fifteen does not often ask such questions when it but
writhes under a sense of betrayal and wretchedness.
Trevor Court was not like St. Bevis’s. It was a fine, well-preserved old
place, with noble stacks of warm red-brick chimneys, seen first from
amidst coeval dark green yews on a broad green terrace.
It had a stone-seated porch and an oaklined chimney corner, with great
delf platters hanging by strings on each side of the richly-carved wood
chimney-piece.
It had a best parlour answering to a drawing-room, where the
spindle-legged chairs were made of cane, the hangings and chair-covers
were lemon colour, and there were Indian ornaments and egg-shell
china—altogether so cold, fantastic, and fragile in its details, that
nobody would have dreamt of occupying it, except for the reception of
company.
There were blue, red, and green bedrooms, each with its enormous bed
like a coloured hearse, its square of Persian carpet in the middle of
the floor, and its ebony escritoire. Everything was in keeping and in
order, and was, next to his sovereign self, the pride of Squire Trevor’s
heart and the delight of his eyes.
“Look up, and look out, here is my place, my lady;” so Squire Trevor
introduced Trevor Court, its venerable beauties fresh with the perennial
freshness of early summer, to Lady Bell.
“Is this Trevor Court?” sighed Lady Bell, scarcely stirring herself in
her corner of the chariot.
It was with intense mortification, almost exceeding that with which he
had heard her first address him as a man who might be her father, and
afterwards repel with disgust his clumsy blandishments, that Mr. Trevor
discovered Trevor Court was lost on Lady Bell.
She saw in it only a better sort of prisonhouse. She was not grateful
for the change from the wreck at St. Bevis’s. At St. Bevis’s there had
still been something like freedom and hope. Trevor Court signified
slavery and despair.
Lady Bell was not nearly old enough, or mercenary enough, to weigh with
appreciation the substantial evidences of respectability and comfort.
Her burdened heart and soul were not free to admit a sense of beauty.
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