Produced by Nick Hodson of London, England
Lady Cassandra, by Mrs George de Horne Vaizey.
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LADY CASSANDRA, BY MRS GEORGE DE HORNE VAIZEY.
CHAPTER ONE.
A MATRIMONIAL HURDLE.
Cassandra Raynor stood on the terrace of her great house, looking over
the sweep of country stretching to right and left, and in her heart was
the deadliest of all weariness,--the weariness of repletion. It seemed
at that moment the bitterest cross that she had nothing left for which
to wish, that everything good which the world could give was hers
already, and had left her cold.
The stately old house was hers, with its treasures of old-world
furnishings, the same furnishings which had ministered to generations
dead and gone, and would minister to others yet to come. It would have
been considered sacrilege to stamp the individuality of the chatelaine
of an hour on those historic halls. The distant stretch of country was
part of her estate, but the sight of it brought no thrill to Cassandra's
veins. Her jaded eyes had wearied of the familiar landscape, as they
had wearied of the interior of the house, in which she seemed more a
tenant than a mistress.
Cassandra wandered idly to and fro, obsequiously shadowed by obsequious
servants, and wondered what it would feel like to live in a
semi-detached villa, and arrange one's own rooms in one's own way, and
frill pink silk curtains, and festoon lamp shades, and run to the door
to meet a husband returning from the City. She herself had never run to
meet Bernard. If she had once begun that sort of thing, she might have
been running all day long, for he was always in and out. She wondered
what it would feel like to have a husband who disappeared regularly at
nine a.m., and returned at seven. One might be quite glad to see him!
Cassandra had done her duty to the family by producing a healthy male
child within eighteen months of her marriage. So sorely had she
suffered in giving birth to her son that there was no hope of a second
child to bear him company, but there had been no regret nor self-pity in
her mother's heart during those first hours in which he lay, red and
crumpled, within her arms. Never while she lived could Cassandra forget
the rest, the thankfulness, the deep, uplifted joy of those hours. It
had seemed to her then that with the coming of the child all gaps must
be filled, and all the poverty of life be turned into gold. But... was
it her own fault, or the fault of circumstances which had brought about
the disillusionment? It had been difficult to believe that the stolid,
well-behaved young person, who walked abroad between two white-robed
nurses, spoke when he was spoken to, and tucked his feeder carefully
beneath his chin, was really her own child, bone of her bone, flesh of
her flesh; the wonder child of whom she had dreamt such dreams.
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