Peignton shook his head, and a dreary travesty of a smile passed over
his face. He was marvelling for the hundredth time at the extraordinary
difference between a woman's sense of honour, and that of a man. He
could have set his teeth and stolen his friend's wife, carrying her off
boldly in the face of the world, prepared to pay the price, but it would
have been impossible for him to continue a series of clandestine
meetings, however innocent, and still hold out the hand of friendship.
Cassandra was not the type of woman to desert her home and child. She
had made a vow, and she would keep it, yet she could declare that she
would be the stronger for such meetings. Poor darling! she meant it in
all sincerity. He would never allow her the misery of discovering her
mistake.
"No," he said firmly. "Never that, Cassandra. It has to be all or
nothing. There's no midway course possible for you and me. I love you;
there's nothing in the wide world that counts with me, beside you. If
you could trust yourself to me, I would swear to serve you until my
death, and it would be joy, the truest joy I could know. It is for you
to order, Cassandra, and I shall obey..."
He felt her shrink in his arms; her voice trembled, but she forced
herself to speak.
"What do you mean? Say it plainly, Dane, please, quite plainly. Let me
understand!"
"If you will come with me, Cassandra, we'll go abroad. I'll take a
villa in some quiet spot, out of the tourist beat. We could stay there,
together, until... He would divorce you; he is not the kind of man to
shirk that. The case would be undefended, so you would not have to
appear... In less than a year we could be legally married."
"But--but--_my boy_!" cried Cassandra, trembling. She passed her right
hand against Peignton's shoulder, the hand with the emerald ring, and
raised herself from his embrace. There was a look in her eyes which he
had not seen before, the mother-look on guard for her young. It was not
of the stolid, freckled-faced schoolboy that Cassandra was thinking at
that moment, but of the small, soft-breathing thing which had been the
reward of her anguish, which she had greeted with such a passion of joy.
"Dane! have you forgotten my boy?"
"No. I have forgotten nothing. Is the boy more to you than I am,
Cassandra?"
"No. No," she turned to him with eager penitence. "Not so much; not so
much; but he is mine; I am responsible. And he is growing so big--in a
few years he would understand. ... Even now the other boys--I have done
very little for him in his life. I have been allowed to do so little,
and he isn't affectionate. It isn't me personally that he would miss...
a new gun, or a pony would more than make up _now_! But he _would_
care!... The time would come when he would be ashamed.--I couldn't bear
my own little son to be ashamed of me, Dane!"
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