England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories; Oxford (England) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“I have never been able to go to Home—Or Athens—never!” he said, in a
low voice, as he sat down again at his table. All the thwarted hopes,
all the sordid cares of years were in the quiet words.
“Well, now you’re going!” said Connie shyly. “Oh, that would be
ripping! You’ll promise me that—you must, please!”
Silence again. She approached Nora, timidly.
“Nora!”
Nora rose. Her face was stained with tears.
“It’s all wrong,” she said heavily—“it’s all wrong. But—I give in. What
I said was a lie. There is nothing else in the world that we could
possibly do.”
And she rushed out of the room without another word. Connie looked
wistfully after her. Nora’s pain in receiving had stirred in her the
shame-faced distress in giving that lives in generous souls. “Why
should I have more than they?”
She stole out after Nora. Ewen Hooper was left staring at the letter
from his bankers, and trying to collect his thoughts. Connie’s voice
was still in his ears. It had all the sweetness of his dead sister’s.
Connie was reading in her room before dinner. She had shut herself up
there, feeling rather battered by the emotions of the afternoon, when
she heard a knock that she knew was Nora’s.
“Come in!”
Nora appeared. She had had her storm of weeping in private and got over
it. She was now quite composed, but the depression, the humiliation
even, expressed in her whole bearing dismayed Connie afresh.
Nora took a seat on the other side of the fire. Connie eyed her
uneasily.
“Are you ever going to forgive me, Nora?” she said, at last.
Nora shrugged her shoulders.
“You couldn’t help it. I see that.”
“Thank you,” said Connie meekly.
“But what I can’t forgive is that you never said a word—”
“To you? That you might undo it all? Nora, you really are an absurd
person!” Connie sprang up, and came to kneel by the fire, so that she
might attack her cousin at close quarters. “We’re told it’s ‘more
blessed to give than to receive.’ Not when you’re on the premises,
Nora! I really don’t think you need make me feel such an outcast! I
say—how many nights have you been awake lately?”
Nora’s lip quivered a little.
“That doesn’t matter,” she said shortly.
“Yes, but it does matter! You promised to be my friend—and—you have
been treating me abominably!” said Connie, with flashing eyes.
Nora feebly defended herself, but was soon reduced to accept a pair of
arms thrown round her, and a soft shoulder on which to rest an aching
head.
“I’m no good,” she said desparingly. “I give up—everything.”
“That’s all right!” Connie’s tone was extremely cheerful. “Which means,
I hope, that you’ll give up that absurd copying in the Bodleian. You
get about twopence halfpenny for it, and it’ll cost you your
first-class. How are you going to get a First I should like to know,
with your head full of bills, and no sleep at nights?”
Nora flushed fiercely.
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