England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories; Oxford (England) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Falloden had just finished a solitary luncheon in the little
dining-room of the Boar’s Hill cottage. There was a garden door in the
room, and lighting a cigarette, he passed out through it to the terrace
outside. A landscape lay before him, which has often been compared to
that of the Val d’Arno seen from Fiesole, and has indeed some common
points with that incomparable mingling of man’s best with the best of
mountain and river. It was the last week of October, and the autumn was
still warm and windless, as though there were no shrieking November to
come. Oxford, the beautiful city, with its domes and spires, lay in the
hollow beneath the spectator, wreathed in thin mists of sunlit
amethyst. Behind that ridge in the middle distance ran the river and
the Nuneham woods; beyond rose the long blue line of the Chilterns. In
front of the cottage the ground sank through copse and field to the
river level, the hedge lines all held by sentinel trees, to which the
advancing autumn had given that significance the indiscriminate summer
green denies. The gravely rounded elms with their golden caps, the
scarlet of the beeches, the pale lemon-yellow of the nearly naked
limes, the splendid blacks of yew and fir—they were all there, mingled
in the autumn cup of misty sunshine like melting jewels. And among
them, the enchanted city shone, fair and insubstantial, from the depth
below; as it were, the spiritual word and voice of all the scene.
Falloden paced up and down the terrace, smoking and thinking. That was
Otto’s open window. But Radowitz had not yet appeared that morning, and
the ex-scout, who acted butler and valet to the two men, had brought
word that he would come down in the afternoon, but was not to be
disturbed till then.
“What lunacy made me do it?” thought Falloden, standing still at the
end of the terrace which fronted the view.
He and Radowitz had been nearly three weeks together. Had he been of
the slightest service or consolation to Radowitz during that time? He
doubted it. That incalculable impulse which had made him propose
himself as Otto’s companion for the winter still persisted indeed. He
was haunted still by a sense of being “under command”—directed—by a
force which could not be repelled. Ill at ease, unhappy, as he was, and
conscious of being quite ineffective, whether as nurse or companion,
unless Radowitz proposed to “throw up,” he knew that he himself should
hold on; though why, he could scarcely have explained.
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