England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories; Oxford (England) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“I want to tell you that I am disappointed in you—dreadfully
disappointed in you!” said the girl fiercely.
“What do you mean!” Constance rose in amazement.
“Why didn’t you insist on my father’s buying these things? You ought to
have insisted. You pay us a large sum, and you had a right. Instead,
you have humiliated us—because you are rich, and we are poor! It was
mean—and purse-proud.”
“How dare you say such things?” cried Connie. “You mustn’t come into my
room at all, if you are going to behave like this. You know very well I
didn’t do it unkindly. It is you who are unkind! But of course it
doesn’t matter. You don’t understand. You are only a child!” Her voice
shook.
“I am not a child!” said Nora indignantly. “And I believe I know a
great deal more about money than you do—because you have never been
poor. I have to keep all the accounts here, and make mother and Alice
pay their debts. Father, of course, is always too busy to think of such
things. Your money is dreadfully useful to us. I wish it wasn’t. But I
wanted to do what was honest—if you had only given me time. Then you
slipped out and did it!”
Constance stared in bewilderment.
“Are you the mistress in this house?” she said.
Nora nodded. Her colour had all faded away, and her breath was coming
quick. “I practically am,” she said stoutly.
“At seventeen?” asked Connie, ironically.
Nora nodded again.
Connie turned away, and walked to the window. She was enraged with
Nora, whose attack upon her seemed quite inexplicable and incredible.
Then, all in a moment, a bitter forlornness overcame her. Nora,
standing by the table, and already pierced with remorse, saw her
cousin’s large eyes fill with tears. Connie sat down with her face
averted. But Nora—trembling all over—perceived that she was crying. The
next moment, the newcomer found Nora kneeling beside her, in the depths
of humiliation and repentance.
“I am a beast!—a horrid beast! I always am. Oh, please, please don’t
cry!”
“You forget”—said Connie, with difficulty—“how I—how I miss my mother!”
And she broke into a fit of weeping. Nora, beside herself with
self-disgust, held her cousin embraced, and tried to comfort her. And
presently, after an agitated half-hour, each girl seemed to herself to
have found a friend. Reserve had broken; they had poured out
confidences to each other; and after the thunder and the shower came
the rainbow of peace.
Before Nora departed, she looked respectfully at the beautiful dress of
white satin, draped with black, which Annette had laid out upon the bed
in readiness for the Vice-Chancellor’s party.
“It will suit you perfectly!” she said, still eager to make up.
Then—eyeing Constance—
“You know, of course, that you are good-looking?”
“I am not hideous—I know that,” said Constance, laughing. “You odd
girl!”
“We have heard often how you were admired in Rome. I wonder—don’t be
offended!”—said Nora, bluntly—“have you ever been in love?”
“Never!” The reply was passionately prompt.
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