England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories; Oxford (England) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
When after his frugal dinner he gave himself in earnest to the article
in a French magazine, on a new French philosopher, which had been
recommended to him by his tutor as likely to be of use to him in his
general philosophy paper, his mind soon took fire; Constance was
forgotten, and he lost himself in the splendour shed by the original
and creative thought of a great man, climbing, under his guidance, as
the night wore on, from point to point, and height to height, amid the
Oxford silence, broken only by the chiming bells, and a benighted
footfall in the street outside, until he seemed to have reached the
bounds of the phenomenal and to be close on that outer vastness whence
stream the primal forces—_Die Mütter_—as Goethe called them—whose play
is with the worlds.
Then by way of calming the brain before sleep, he fell upon some notes
to be copied and revised, on the “Religious Aspects of Greek Drama,”
and finally amused himself with running through an ingenious “Memoria
Technica” on the 6th Book of the Ethics which he had made for himself
during the preceding winter.
Then work was done, and he threw it from him with the same energy as
that wherewith he had banished the remembrance of Constance some hours
before. Now he could walk his room in the May dawn, and think of her,
and only of her. With all the activity of his quickened mental state,
he threw himself into the future—their rides together—their meetings,
few and measured till the schools were done—then!—all the hours of
life, and a man’s most obstinate effort, spent in the winning of her.
He knew well that she would be difficult to win.
But he meant to win her—and before others could seriously approach her.
He was already nervously jealous of Sorell—and contemptuously jealous
of Radowitz. And if they could torment him so, what would it be when
Constance passed into that larger world of society to which sooner or
later she was bound? No, she was to be wooed and married now. The
Falloden custom was to marry early—and a good custom too. His father
would approve, and money from the estate would of course be
forthcoming. Constance was on her father’s side extremely well-born;
the Hooper blood would soon be lost sight of in a Risborough and
Falloden descent. She was sufficiently endowed; and she had all the
grace of person and mind that a Falloden had a right to look for in his
wife.
Marriage, then, in the autumn, when he would be twenty-four—two years
of travel—then Parliament—
On this dream he fell asleep. A brisk wind sprang up with the sunrise,
and rustled round his lightly-darkened room. One might have heard in it
the low laughter of Fortune on the watch.
CHAPTER V
“You do have the oddest ways,” said Nora, perched at the foot of her
cousin’s bed; “why do you stay in bed to breakfast?”
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