England -- Fiction; Epistolary fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Widows -- Fiction
Little did I imagine, my dear Mother, when I sent off my last letter,
that the delightful perturbation of spirits I was then in would undergo
so speedy, so melancholy a reverse. I never can sufficiently regret
that I wrote to you at all. Yet who could have foreseen what has
happened? My dear mother, every hope which made me so happy only two
hours ago has vanished. The quarrel between Lady Susan and Reginald is
made up, and we are all as we were before. One point only is gained.
Sir James Martin is dismissed. What are we now to look forward to? I am
indeed disappointed; Reginald was all but gone, his horse was ordered
and all but brought to the door; who would not have felt safe? For half
an hour I was in momentary expectation of his departure. After I had
sent off my letter to you, I went to Mr. Vernon, and sat with him in
his room talking over the whole matter, and then determined to look for
Frederica, whom I had not seen since breakfast. I met her on the
stairs, and saw that she was crying. “My dear aunt,” said she, “he is
going—Mr. De Courcy is going, and it is all my fault. I am afraid you
will be very angry with me, but indeed I had no idea it would end so.”
“My love,” I replied, “do not think it necessary to apologize to me on
that account. I shall feel myself under an obligation to anyone who is
the means of sending my brother home, because,” recollecting myself, “I
know my father wants very much to see him. But what is it you have done
to occasion all this?” She blushed deeply as she answered: “I was so
unhappy about Sir James that I could not help—I have done something
very wrong, I know; but you have not an idea of the misery I have been
in: and mamma had ordered me never to speak to you or my uncle about
it, and—” “You therefore spoke to my brother to engage his
interference,” said I, to save her the explanation. “No, but I wrote to
him—I did indeed, I got up this morning before it was light, and was
two hours about it; and when my letter was done I thought I never
should have courage to give it. After breakfast however, as I was going
to my room, I met him in the passage, and then, as I knew that
everything must depend on that moment, I forced myself to give it. He
was so good as to take it immediately. I dared not look at him, and ran
away directly. I was in such a fright I could hardly breathe. My dear
aunt, you do not know how miserable I have been.” “Frederica” said I,
“you ought to have told me all your distresses. You would have found in
me a friend always ready to assist you. Do you think that your uncle or
I should not have espoused your cause as warmly as my brother?”
“Indeed, I did not doubt your kindness,” said she, colouring again,
“but I thought Mr. De Courcy could do anything with my mother; but I
was mistaken: they have had a dreadful quarrel about it, and he is
going away. Mamma will never forgive me, and I shall be worse off than
ever.” “No, you shall not,” I replied; “in such a point as this your
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