Lady Sybil's Choice: A Tale of the CrusadesHolt, Emily Sarah
History
Lady Sybil's Choice: A Tale of the Crusades
Holt, Emily Sarah
Crusades -- Fiction; Historical fiction
"Nay, I suppose we shall be somewhere," was Eschine’s grave answer.
"Oh, well, don’t moralise!" said I. "But thou knowest, if we were
always to look at things in that style, nothing would ever signify any
thing. It makes me feel as queer as Messire Renaud’s notions—as if all
the world, and I in it, had gone into a jelly, and nothing was any
thing."
Eschine laughed. But Eschine’s laughter is always quiet.
"I think thou dost not quite understand me, Elaine," said she. "I do
not use such phrases of things that do matter, but of those that do not.
I should not say such words respecting real troubles, however small.
But are there not a great many events in life, of which you can make
troubles or not, as you choose? An ill-dressed dish,—a disappointment
about the colour of a tunic,—a misunderstanding about the pattern of a
trimming,—a cut in one’s finger,—and such as these,—is it not very
foolish to make one’s self miserable about them? What can be more silly
than to spend half an hour in fretting over an inconvenience which did
not last a quarter?"
"My dear Eschine, it sounds very grand!" said I. "Why dost thou not
teach Amaury to look at things in that charming way? He frets over
mistakes and inconveniences far more than Guy and I do."
Eschine’s smile had more patience than amusement in it.
"For the same reason, Elaine, that I do not teach yonder crane to sing
like a nightingale."
I can guess that parable. It would be mere waste of time and labour.
Guy did not forget my birthday yesterday; he gave me a beautiful coral
necklace, which one knows is good against poison. (I will take care to
wear it whenever Count Raymond is present.) Lady Sybil gave me a lovely
ring, set with an opal; and if I were at Acre, and had a bay-leaf to
wrap round it, I would go into the Count’s chamber invisible, and listen
to him. Eschine’s gift was a silver pomander, with a chain to hang it
by. Amaury (just like him!) forgot all about it till this morning, and
then gave me a very pretty gold filagree case, containing the holy
Evangel of Saint Luke, to hang round my neck for an amulet.
Am I really nineteen years of age? I begin to feel so old!—and yet I am
the youngest of us.
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