Lady Sybil's Choice: A Tale of the CrusadesHolt, Emily Sarah
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Lady Sybil's Choice: A Tale of the Crusades
Holt, Emily Sarah
Crusades -- Fiction; Historical fiction
"All these,—ah, yes. But, happy? No, no. My Damoiselle is not happy."
"Why, what wilt thou say next?" cried I.
"Will my Damoiselle permit her poor servant to ask her a question?"
"Oh yes!—anything thou wilt."
"Then is my Damoiselle quite certain—safely, happily certain—what will
become of her when she shall die?"
"O Margot, what an ugly question! I hate to think of it Why, I suppose
I shall go to Heaven—why should I not? Don’t all nobles go there,
except those who are very, very wicked?"
"Ha! She hates to think of it? Wherefore?"
"Why, everybody does, of course."
"Let my Damoiselle pardon me. Not I."
"Oh, thou art an old woman, and hast outlived thy youth and its
pleasures. No wonder."
"My Damoiselle will find, as life goes on, that the older she grows, the
more distasteful that thought becomes to her. That is, unless she
should learn to be happy, which may the good God grant!"
I could not help laughing heartily. For a young noble maiden like me,
to take lessons of a forlorn old creature like Margot, in the art of
being happy, did seem so very ridiculous.
"Ah, my Damoiselle may laugh now," said Marguerite in her quiet way;
"but I have told the sober truth."
"Oh dear!" said I. "I think I had better sleep on it.—Margot, art thou
not very much pleased at the thought of going to the Holy Land?"
"Ah, yes, my Damoiselle, very much. I would dearly like to behold the
earth which the feet of the blessed Lord have trodden,—the lake on which
He walked, and the hill from which He went up. Ah! ’He shall so
come’—’this same Jesus’!"
I looked at her in astonishment. The worn old face and sunken eyes
seemed alight with some hidden rapture. I could not understand her.
"And the Holy Sepulchre!" I said; for that is holiest of all the holy
places, as everybody knows.
"Well, I should not so much care to see that," answered Marguerite, to
my surprise. "’He is not there; He is risen.’ If a dear friend of mine
had gone on a journey, I should not make a pet of the saddle on which he
rode away. I should rather want not to see it, for it would always
remind me that he was gone."
"Marguerite!" exclaimed I, "dost thou not know that a neuvaine offered
at the Holy Sepulchre is of more efficacy than ten offered at any other
altar?"
"Will my Damoiselle give me leave to wait till I see it? Of course, if
the good God choose to have it so, there is an end of the matter. But I
think I would rather be sure. For me, I should like to pray in the
Church of the Nativity, to thank Him for coming as a little babe into
this weary world: and in the Church of the Ascension, to beg Him to
hasten His coming again."
"Ah, the Church of the Ascension!" said I. "There are pillars in that
church, nearly close to the wall; and the man who can creep between the
wall and the pillar has full remission of all his sins."
"Is that in the holy Evangel?" asked Marguerite; but I could not tell
her.
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