Lady Sybil's Choice: A Tale of the CrusadesHolt, Emily Sarah
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Lady Sybil's Choice: A Tale of the Crusades
Holt, Emily Sarah
Crusades -- Fiction; Historical fiction
"My little Lynette!" he said. "My little, little girl! The one bud of
my one love! Must I let thee go? Ha, well!—it is for thy welfare. The
good God bless thee, _mignonne_, and Messeigneurs and Mesdames the
saints. Please God, little maiden, we shall meet in Jerusalem."
"Meet in Jerusalem?" I said in surprise. This was news to me—that
Monseigneur meant to take the cross.
"Ay," said he softly, "in the ’_Syon Aurea, ut clarior oro_.’ There is
an upper City, my child, which is fairer than the lower. Jesu, of His
mercy, bring us both there!"
"Amen!" said Father Eudes. "Dame Mary, pray for us poor sinners!"
There was a great bustle after that, and noise, and clashing; and I do
not remember much distinctly, till I got into the litter with Bertrade,
and then first Amaury set forth on his charger, with his squires after
him, and then Marguerite behind Robert on horseback, and Perette behind
Amaury’s varlet, who is a cousin of hers; and then my litter moved
forward, with the armed men around and behind. I just saw them all
clearly for one moment—Alix with her lips set, looking at us, as if she
were determined not to say a word; and Messire Raymond smoothing his
moustache; and Guillot with an old shoe poised in the air, which hit my
fore postilion the next minute; and Umberge with that fair false smile
with which she deludes every one at first sight; and Monseigneur, with
his arms folded, and the tears fairly running down his cheeks, and his
lips working as if he were deeply grieved. Just for one minute there
they all stood; and I think they will make a picture in my eyes till the
end of time for me. And then my litter was drawn out of the Castle
gate, and the horses tramped across the drawbridge, and down the slope
below: and I drew the curtain of the litter aside, and looked back to
see my dear old home, the fair strong Castle of Lusignan, growing less
and less behind me every moment, till at last it faded into a more dim
speck in the distance, and I felt that my long and venturesome journey
had begun.
Oh, why do people never let us know how much they love us, until just as
we unclasp hands and part?
Do they always know it themselves?
And I wonder whether dying is anything like this. Do men go a long
journey to God, with an armed escort of angels, and do they see the
world go less and less behind them as they mount? I will ask Margot
what she thinks. She is but a villein, in truth, but then she has such
curious fancies.
I have asked Marguerite, and she shakes her head.
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