Lady Sybil's Choice: A Tale of the CrusadesHolt, Emily Sarah
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Lady Sybil's Choice: A Tale of the Crusades
Holt, Emily Sarah
Crusades -- Fiction; Historical fiction
"Is it?" she made answer. "Has the Lord told thee so much, Helena? Ah!
it may be—I know not, but I see nothing else to keep Him—it may be, that
if all the earth would come to Him to-day, He would come to us
to-morrow."
"Holy Mother, I do not know what you mean by ’coming’ to Him!"
"Dear Helena," she said gently, "thou wilt not know, till thou art ready
to come."
"But I do not understand that," said I. "How am I to get ready?"
"’If any man thirst, let him come unto Me, and drink.’ ’If thou knewest
the gift of God, thou wouldst have asked of Him, and He would have given
to thee water of life.’ Art thou not athirst? and dost thou not know
the gift of God, dear maiden? Then ask Him to bestow on thee the
thirst, and the knowledge."
I really do not know whether it was right or wrong, but that night,
after I had finished my Credo, and Paters, and the holy Angelical
Salutation, I ventured to say, in my own words,—"Fair Father, Jesu
Christ, give me what Lady Judith and Marguerite talk about." I hope it
was not very wicked. I did so tremble! And I do not properly know what
this thing is, only that it seems to make them happy; and why should I
not be happy too? I suppose the good God will know all about it. And as
He appears to be so condescending as to listen to Marguerite, who is but
a villein, surely He will hear me, who am noble.
It is so odd that Amaury, who is such a simpleton himself, should be
perpetually calling me a simpleton. I do think, the more foolish people
are, the more fond they are of exhorting others not to be silly. It is
very funny. But this world is a queer place.
"It is, indeed, Lynette," says Guy, with mock gravity, when I make the
remark to him. "The queerest place I have been in these thirty years."
As Guy is scarcely twenty-seven, it may be supposed I cannot help
laughing.
But there is another queer thing. It does really seem as if villeins—at
least some villeins—had genuine feelings, just like us nobles. I have
always thought that it was because Marguerite had associated so much
with nobles, that she seemed a little different—just as you might impart
the rose-scent to a handkerchief, if you shut it in a drawer with
rose-leaves. But I know she did not become my mother’s nurse until
after her husband was dead: so she must have had feelings before that,
while she was no better off than any other villein. It is very
incomprehensible. And I suppose, too, when one comes to think about it,
we are all children of Adam and Eva. How did the difference come, to
begin with?
It is very difficult to tell how things began. It is a great deal
easier to see how they end. Who would suppose, if men had never found
out, that the great river Danube, which rolls into the Black Sea, almost
like a sea itself in volume, came from the meltings of the ice and snow
upon the hills of Switzerland?
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