England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Villages -- Fiction
over twenty years and more the way one look succeeded another on a face,
perhaps gone into dulness and decay, or perhaps only changed out of
knowledge, but equally separated from us and the scenes in which we
remembered it! Lady William sat and recollected, and saw again the very
light of the days that were past, how it came through a long window and
fell upon--sometimes her own face, which was as changed as any of the
others, sometimes other faces fixed in eager regard upon hers. How
strange to think that she was the girl that stood then on the threshold
of life, so full of many emotions, so easily touched one way or another,
smiles and tears chasing each other over her face. And to think it was
all over, and everything connected with that time was as a dream! She
had met her husband there; a great many things had befallen her there;
and now here was Jane Plowden coming to ask her to call--to call, of all
things in the world, on Mrs. Swinford, as if she were an ordinary
neighbour, as if there was nothing between them that could not be told
over the tea-table among the afternoon visitors! And she had consented
to do it, which was more strange still--half for the wonder of it, half
because now they had come back, she was curious to see how things looked
across the abyss which separated now from then. Oh, as she thought of it
there rose a hundred things she wanted to know! Her busy fancy figured
how the patroness of her youth would look; what she would say; the
questions she would ask. ‘So you have settled in Watcham again--in
Watcham, after all? And you have a little girl? And you never see or
hear of---- Oh, but that is impossible--you must hear of them
constantly, for it is in the papers.’ All these things she heard Mrs.
Swinford say with the little foreign accent which was one of that lady’s
peculiarities. Then Lady William paused with a foreboding and asked
herself whether she could not avoid the meeting--whether she could have
a bad headache, or go off on a visit, or simply sit still and refuse to
move. Alas! going off on a visit is not so easy--you want money for
that, and there was nowhere she could go except for a day or two.
Neither would a bad headache last beyond a day: and as for sitting
still, that would be equally ineffectual, for if she did not go to Mrs.
Swinford, Mrs. Swinford would probably come to her. She considered that
but one of two things could be done--either to go away altogether from
Watcham while the Swinfords remained there, which was, of course,
impossible--or to call with Jane as was proposed to her. She laughed at
this softly, with a little secret fright, yet sense of the ludicrous--to
call with Jane! walking in over the ashes of volcanoes (so to speak),
over the dragons’ teeth that had been sown in their time and produced
such harvests, with that incarnation of the commonplace by her side. No
doubt the ashes would be covered with Persian carpets, and Jane would
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