England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Villages -- Fiction
I will not, I repeat, attempt to follow all that happened from that
first impression to the moment when he had made up his mind that without
the companionship of Florence life would be, if not unworthy living, yet
so diminished in everything that was fair and sweet that all its glory
and hope would be over. Many notions about life had been in this young
man’s head. He had once thought that there was no institution in the
world so great as that of a celibate clergy, and that it would be his
highest duty to tread that austere and lofty path. I don’t know whether
Florence could be justly chargeable with the destruction of that ideal.
He had come to see at last that it could not be made a general rule of,
or universally enforced, before he arrived at the sudden conviction that
he was not himself adapted for that form of self-abnegation. I am
obliged to confess that all the different steps in Mr. Osborne’s
progress had been made suddenly, as with a bound, surprising himself as
much as any one else. And perhaps he had no certain idea upon that
morning when he found himself engaged in a discussion with his fast
friend, Miss Grey, and opposed by the object of his affections--that
these affections were to burst all the restraints with which he had
bound them, and pour themselves forth in a burst of enthusiasm at
Florry’s feet. And then, to think that when the flood could scarcely be
restrained--when despite her opposition, despite all her naughty ways,
he was about to tell her that there was nobody like her in the world (a
statement which would have been as astounding and incredible to Florry
as any miracle)--that she should have stopped him, by contradicting all
his theories, by finding fault with what he felt to be, in its way, a
small martyrdom, and by suggesting something quite different--she a
girl, a nobody--to him, a priest and consecrated person set apart to
instruct and lead mankind, as the better way!
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