England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Villages -- Fiction
Edward Osborne would not pause to refute, to reprove, to pour down the
thunders of his wrath upon the girl whom in another moment he would have
asked to be his wife. He did what was the only thing possible in the
circumstances, turned and left her, flinging her image and her counsel
behind him in the fury of his indignation. He walked from that spot to
his lodgings, which was about a mile off, in three minutes or
thereabouts, his long steps skimming over the soil, his mind in a
turmoil scarcely to be described, boiling with anger, with indignation,
with resentment against this interference with his superior rights of
manhood and of priesthood, as well as with the strong revulsion of
thoughts thrown back upon himself and disappointed feeling. It would
scarcely be too much to say that for the moment he would have liked
something dreadful to happen to Florence, and if there had been a
thunderbolt handy, which happily is not a missile within ready reach, he
would probably have blackened the face of the whole country in order to
dumb and to frighten (for I don’t think he would have gone so far as to
blind) the girl he loved. When he got home he shut himself into his
sitting-room, giving a stern order that no one was to be admitted, and
betook himself to the writing of a sermon, which seemed the best way to
_sfogarsi_, as the Italians say, to blow off the pernicious excitement
which made his veins throb and his heart beat. But he soon threw that
aside, finding it quite inadequate to the occasion, and wrote a letter
to the newspapers, which was so fierce that it frightened the editor to
whom it was addressed. I need scarcely say that it was on the subject of
temperance.
After the vehemence of the first shock was over, which, however, took
some time, Mr. Osborne made a distinct but insufficient effort to cure
himself altogether of Florence. He never entered the Rectory, contriving
to settle any question he might have with the Rector either when they
met in church or by letter. He refused all invitations lest perhaps she
might be there--for where, indeed, could a man go in the parish, to
dinner or tea or evening solemnity, without the chance of encountering
the family of the Rector? Of course Mr. Osborne was unaware that for a
somewhat similar reason Florence refused the same invitations at this
crisis, and, indeed, awakened the curiosity of her mother and Emmy--to
whom, even to Emmy, she had said nothing--by her disinclination to go
‘out.’ ‘I’d rather stay and keep Jim company,’ she was forced to say on
several occasions--though, alas! with very little hope that the
temptation of her company would have much effect in keeping Jim indoors.
It did, however, once or twice, and that was both reward and
justification.
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