England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, English
He turned with a violent start, and found the girl's pale face and
glowing eyes close to his. He looked ghastly enough. There was a
bandage round his head, under the soft hat which the doctor had lent
him; and in the surprise of the moment the colour had fled from his
face. "Doing?" he muttered, trembling in her grasp. And his eyes
dilated--his nerves were still suffering from the shock of his wound,
and probably from some long strain which had preceded it. "Doing? Yes,
I understand you."
He uttered the last words with a groan and a distortion of the
features. "Come away!" she cried, pulling at his arm.
He let her lead him away. He was so weak that apparently he could not
have returned without her help. Near the upper end of the walk there
was a rustic seat, and here he signed to her to let him sit down, and
she did so. When he had somewhat recovered himself he said faintly,
"You are mistaken; I came here by chance."
She shook her head, looking down at him solemnly. She was still
excited, taken out of herself by her terror.
"It is true," he said feebly. "I swear it."
"Swear that you will not think of it again," she responded.
"I swear," he answered.
She gazed at him awhile. Then she said, "Wait!" She went quickly back
to the house, and returned with some wine. "Perhaps I startled you
without cause," she said, smiling on him. He had not seen her smile
before. "I must make amends. Drink this."
He obeyed. "Now," she said, "you must take my arm and go back to your
chair."
He assented as a child might, and when he reached the chair he sank
into it with a sigh of relief. She stood beside him. The back of his
seat was towards the house, and before him an opening in the shrubbery
disclosed a shoulder of the ravine rolling upwards, the gorse on one
rugged spur in bloom, the sunshine everywhere warming the dull browns
and lurking purples into brilliance.
"See!" she said, with an undertone of reproach in her voice, "is not
that beautiful? Is not that a thing one would regret?"
"Yes, beautiful now," he replied, answering her thought rather than
her words. "But I have seen it under another aspect. Stay!" he
continued, seeing she was about to answer. "Do not judge me too
hastily. You cannot tell what reason I had--what----"
"No!" she retorted, "I cannot. But I can guess what grief you would
have caused to others, what a burden you would have shifted to weaker
shoulders, what duties you would have avoided, what a pang you would
have inflicted on friends and relations! For shame!" She stopped for
lack of breath.
"I have no relatives," he answered slowly, "and few friends. I have no
duties that others would not perform as well. My death would cause
sorrow to some, joy to as many. My burden would die with me."
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