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It sprung up in her mind like a flame. It did more towards effecting
her cure, even in the outset, than all the stimulants and nourishment
which Dr. Rollit administered. It was with her while consciousness
remained, and flashed across her the instant consciousness returned. A
home, the chances of a home--nothing but that--somewhere, with walls,
and a fire, and a roof to keep off the pelting of the bitter rain.
Walls with pictures and a floor with carpets; not a workhouse, not such
places as she had spent the night in on her weary desolate tramp; but
such as she had been accustomed to. And some one to care for her--no
low whisperings, and pressed hands, and averted glances, and flight;
but a shoulder to rest her head against, a strong arm round her to
save her from--O God!--those awful black pitiless streets. Rest, only
rest,--that was her craving. Let her once more be restored to ordinary
strength, and then let her rest until she died. Ah, had she not had
more than the ordinary share of trouble and disquietude, and could not
a haven be found for her at last? She recollected how, in the first
flush of her wildness, she had pitied all her old companions soberly
settling down in life; and now how gladly would she change lots with
them! Was it come? was the chance at hand? Had she drifted through the
storm long enough, and was the sun now breaking through the clouds?
She thought so, even as she lay nearer death than life, and through
the shimmering of her eyelids caught a fleeting glimpse of Geoff
Ludlow's face, and heard his voice as in a dream; she knew so after the
second time of his calling on her in her convalescence; knew she might
tell him the story of her life, which would only bind a man of his
disposition more strongly to her; knew that such a feeling engendered
in such a man at his time of life was deep and true and lasting, and
that once taken to his heart, her position was secure for ever.
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