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Friends?--relations? O yes! old Mrs. Ludlow came to see her now and
then; and she had been several times to Brompton. The old lady was
very kind in her pottering stupid way, and her daughter Matilda was
kind also, but as once gushing and prudish; so Margaret thought.
And they both treated her as if she were a girl; the old lady
perpetually haranguing her with good advice and feeble suggestion, and
Matilda--who, of course, like all girls, had, it was perfectly evident,
some silly love-affair on with some youth who had not as yet declared
himself--wanting to make her half-confidences, and half-asking for
advice, which she never intended to take. A girl? O yes, of course, she
must play out that farce, and support that terribly vague story which
old Geoff; pushed into a corner on a sudden, and without any one to
help him at the instant, had fabricated concerning her parentage and
belongings. And she must listen to the old lady's praises of Geoff,
and how she thought it not improbable, if things went on as they were
going, that the happiest dream of her life would be fulfilled--that she
should ride in her son's carriage. "It would be yours, of course, my
dear; I know that well enough; but you'd let me ride in it sometimes,
just for the honour and glory of the thing." And they talked like
this to her: the old lady of the glory of a carriage; Matilda of some
hawbuck wretch for whom she had a liking;--to her! who had sat on the
box-seat of a drag a score of times, with half-a-score of the best men
in England sitting behind her, all eager for a word or a smile.
She saw them now, frequently, whenever she came over to Brompton,--all
the actors in that bygone drama of her life, save the hero himself.
It was the play of _Hamlet_ with Hamlet left out, indeed. But what
vast proportions did she then assume compared to what she had been
lately! There were Rosencrantz and Guildenstern,--the one in his
mail-phaeton, the other on his matchless hack; there was old Polonius
in the high-collared bottle-green coat of thirty years back, guiding
his clever cob in and out among the courtiers; there was the Honourable
Osric, simpering and fooling among the fops. She hurried across the
Drive or the Row on her way to or from Brompton, and stood up, a little
distance off, gazing at these comrades of old times. She would press
her hands to her head, and wonder whether it was all true or a dream
whether she was going back to the dull solemnity of Elm Lodge, when a
dozen words would put her into that mail-phaeton--on to that horse!
How often had Rosencrantz ogled! and was it not Guildenstern's billet
that, after reading, she tore up and threw in his face? It was an awful
temptation; and she was obliged, as an antidote, to picture to herself
the tortures she had suffered from cold and want and starvation, to
bring her round at all to a sensible line of thought.
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