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Meanwhile it was pleasant to lie in a half-dreamy state, thinking of
her, picturing her to his fancy. He would lie on that sofa, his poor
warped useless limbs stretched out before him, but hidden from his
sight by a light silk _couvrette_ of Annie's embroidering, his eyes
closed, his whole frame n a state of repose. Through the double windows
came deadened sounds of the world outside--the roll of carriages, the
clanging of knockers, the busy hum of life. From the Square-garden
came the glad voices of children, and now and then--solitary fragment
of rusticity--the sound of the Square-gardener whetting his scythe.
And Caterham lay day by day dreaming through it all, unroused even by
the repetition of Czerny's pianoforte-exercises by the children in the
next house; dreaming of his past, his present, and his future. Dreaming
of the old farmhouse where they had sent him when a child to try and
get strength--the quaint red-faced old house with its gable ends and
mullioned windows, and its eternal and omnipresent smell of apples; of
the sluggish black pool where the cattle stood knee-deep; the names of
the fields--the home-croft, and the lea pasture, and the forty acres;
the harvest-home, and the songs that they sung then, and to which he
had listened in wonder sitting on the farmer's knee. He had not thought
of all this from that day forth; but he remembered it vividly now, and
could almost hear the loud ticking of the farmer's silver watch which
fitted so tightly into his fob. The lodgings at Brighton, where he
went with some old lady, never recollected but in connection with that
one occasion, and called Miss Macraw,--the little lodgings with the
bow-windowed room looking sideways over the sea; the happiness of that
time, when the old lady perpetually talked to and amused him, when he
was not left alone as he was at home, and when he had such delicious
tea-cakes which he toasted for himself. The doctors who came to see him
there; one a tall white-haired old man in a long black coat reaching
to his heels, and another a jolly bald-headed man, who, they said, was
surgeon to the King. The King--ay, he had seen him too, a red-faced
man in a blue coat, walking in the Pavilion Gardens. Dreaming of the
private tutor, a master at Charter House, who came on Wednesday and
Saturday afternoons, and who struggled so hard and with such little
success to conceal his hatred to Homer, Virgil, and the other classic
poets, and his longing to be in the cricket-field, on the river, any
where, to shake off that horrible conventional toil of tutorship, and
to be a man and not a teaching-machine. Other recollections he had, of
Lionel's pony and Lionel's Eton school-fellows, who came to see him in
the holidays, and who stared in mute wonder at his wheelchair and his
poor crippled limbs. Recollections of his father and mother passing
down the staircase in full dress on their way to some court-ball, and
of his hearing the servants say what a noble-looking man his father
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