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But her course was nearly at an end. To avoid a troop of boys who,
arm-in-arm, came breasting up the street singing the burden of a
negro-song, she turned off again into the main thoroughfare, and had
barely gained the broad shadow of the sharp-steepled church in Langham
Place, when she felt her legs sinking under her, her brain reeling,
her heart throbbing in her breast like a ball of fire. She tottered
and clung to the church-railing for support. In the next instant she
was surrounded by a little crowd, in which she had a vision of painted
faces and glistening silks, a dream of faint words of commiseration
overborne by mocking laughter and ribald oaths, oaths made more fearful
still by being uttered in foreign accents, of bitter jests and broad
hints of drunkenness and shame; finally, of the strident voice of
the policeman telling her again to "move on!" The dead faintness,
consequent on cold and wet and weariness and starvation, passed away
for the time, and she obeyed the mandate. Passively she crept away a
few steps up a deserted bystreet until her tormentors had left her
quite alone; then she sunk down, shivering, on a doorstep, and burying
her face in her tattered shawl, felt that her end was come.
There she remained, the dead damp cold striking through her lower
limbs and chilling them to stone, while her head was one blazing
fire. Gradually her limbs became numbed and lost to all sensation, a
sickening empty pain was round her heart, a dead apathy settling down
over her mind and brain. The tramping of feet was close upon her, the
noise of loud voices, the ringing shouts of loud laughter, were in her
ears; but she never raised her head from the tattered shawl, nor by
speech or motion did she give the smallest sign of life. Men passed her
constantly, all making for one goal, the portico next to that in which
she had sunk down helpless--men with kindly hearts attuned to charity,
who, had they known the state of the wretched wayfarer, would have
exerted themselves bravely in her succour, but whom a London life had
so inured to spectacles of casual misery and vice, that a few only cast
a passing glance on the stricken woman and passed on. They came singly
and in twos and threes; but none spoke to her, none noticed her save by
a glance and a shoulder shrug.
Then, as the icy hands of Cold and Want gradually stealing over her
seemed to settle round the region of her heart, the girl gave one low
faint cry, "God help me! it's come at last--God help me!" and fell back
in a dead swoon.
CHAPTER II.
THE BRETHREN OF THE BRUSH.
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