"I see you," she continued, "I see the flowers, I see the trees and the
sky. Everything pretends to be alive, but everything is dead."
"Thoma, you are always so strong and resolute. Control yourself. I
know it is sad and distressing, but for the sake of a person who is
dead----"
"It is not only that a person has been killed; he, you, I, my father,
all, all have received a deathblow."
"Thoma, don't excite yourself so, you are always so sensible. You know
I have been in the war, and have seen many----"
"Yes, yes, it is true; you too have killed men. When he was still alive
you were so tender-hearted toward him, and now that he is dead you are
so hard. Say, am I still in my right mind?"
"You are, if you will only control yourself."
"I'll try, thank you. Do you think that my father, that any one of us,
can ever be happy again for a single minute?"
"Certainly! Your father has done nothing."
"Who then has? Is Vetturi not dead?"
"He is dead, but he was hurt by falling on the paving-stones. Yes, he
was."
"Anton!" cried Thoma, intensely excited, "Anton, you're not saying that
yourself, some one else is speaking through you. Did my father tell you
that?"
Anton trembled, and Thoma continued: "Anton, for my sake you are
speaking falsely. You lie! There he stands, and has such true eyes, so
honest, and yet will lie. How can I now believe your Yes before the
altar? Anton, you're telling a lie."
With tremulous voice, Anton replied:
"Thoma, I'm--I'm a soldier." His hand touched the medal of honor upon
his breast.
"Take that off," cried Thoma. "Go! go away! Even you can tell a lie.
Go! go!"
"Thoma! I forgive you. In affliction one turns against his dearest
friend----"
"You're no more my dearest friend. I'll not have your forgiveness. Go
away forever and ever. I have no part in you, and you shall have no
part in me."
She rushed away and locked herself in her bedroom. Anton stood for a
time benumbed, then knocked at her door, and spoke lovingly to her. She
made no answer. He threatened to break open the door unless she gave
some sign. Then the bolt was drawn; the door opened a little way; and
at his feet fell the engagement ring. The door was again closed and
bolted; Anton picked up the ring and went away.
CHAPTER XVII.
Landolin turned away from the spring and went into the yard. He stopped
a moment at the dog's kennel, and said to himself: "Chained! Chained!"
Did he feel, and did he wish to say that henceforth he himself was in
chains?
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