British -- China -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Fantasy fiction
The voice of Yuan replied, “Water-lily.” He was regarding her,
she realized, with a keen gaze, more than ordinarily prolonged and
remorseless. He held her with his gaze, as if he admitted, now, a
special relation between them, and wished her to admit it, too.
Close to her, shut in by the changing wall of rain, he seemed big
and immediate, like a god, like the rain-god. His features, his
yellow skin, his piercing eyes, the slash of crimson on his brown
tunic—sole note of colour in a drifting, grey universe—had a terrifying
distinctness. He was very close and real and living, though his
life—the life behind his unreadable eyes—was not the life of men.
Perhaps because it was not Yuan who looked at her, but the swirling
rain, not Yuan, but the voice of the universe who spoke, distaste for
his flesh vanished. Yuan was dissolved and received into the body of
the rain, and she desired him. Past and future vanished; all else was
shut out; there was no earth or heaven—only herself in a space of warm,
saturating water, floating on water; herself, a cormorant with a fish,
and the god of the universe. In his eyes, deep and unreadable and
fascinating like the black lake-water, she was about to drown.
He came towards her. She felt her hands taken. The face, impending,
intent, was close to hers. The mouth, a calm flower in the rain, was
stretched out to her.
She offered herself to the terror of his mouth and the fierce and
shining infinity that looked out of his eyes. There was no person in
them, only a stupendous power. Yuan had vanished; what held her was
not Yuan. Her own body, her own person, seemed also to dissolve and
stream away in the rain. There was a sudden blinding drive, a hurricane
embrace of rain, and in the midst of it his small mouth was a spot of
fire.
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Next day they climbed up among the crags in gusty weather, and as
evening drew on they were overtaken by a shower. There was a mountain
temple by a torrent in the shadow of a rock. They crossed the torrent
by a bridge and took shelter.
While Yuan contemplated a bronze image of Kwannon, Lychnis looked
out at the crags, the pines, the valley below where the torrent fell
booming. Far away was the Lake and the island in a mist of rain. Or
sometimes she watched Yuan. She had abandoned everything to him, and
waited for what he might be about to command. She was living in the
intoxication of what seemed an unending now, and made no conjectures as
to what might happen when now ended.
All day their talk had been of the regions where he had taken her with
the power of his mind (and where she had followed easily), of tree
life, of insect life (a weird region), of chill regions beyond, out of
which life takes origin. This seemed to her cold talk for lovers, and
she fancied she was ready that it should become warmer.
She called to him: “Yuan.”
His voice answered from within: “Lychnis.”
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