The air was getting hot and sticky, and there was the ripe sweet smell
that made him sick. At that moment, Caine realized that he hadn't eaten
since this trip began and his stomach was like a hard knot.
Ahead was a small dark opening. Caine could see there a large
scattering of the purple wild grapes out of which the common settlers
had made so much wine. He pushed into the clearing and grabbed a
handful of the rich-colored fruit.
He kept his back to the girl who had entered the clearing behind him.
He sorted out one of the ripest of the grapes and lifted it to his
mouth.
He felt his hand being caught.
The girl was beside him and her tan fingers were around his wrist.
He turned and faced her.
With her other hand, she took the grape from his fingers and held it up
to his mouth. Her eyes were deep blue sparkling lights that shone even
in the dimly filtered light. Her skin was golden and shiny, and Caine
could see the long bare V that ran from her throat to the belted waist.
The blue dress was filled with a jutting mound on either side of the V.
She took a breath and the dress drew taut.
Caine slapped the grape from her hand.
She shook her head, her hair soft and rustling. She lifted another
grape and held it to his lips. "You can't refuse it," she said.
"The hell I can't," he said, and his hand was an arcing motion that
sent the grape whirling across the clearing.
"You can't," she repeated, and she touched her fingers against his
chest.
He watched her steadily, seeing the blue eyes narrow to thin sparkling
slits, the whiteness of the small teeth as her lips parted.
"I'm paying you back, Driver."
"You're cheap. For all your money and your breeding, you're no better
than the ones who walk the streets."
"You're right, Driver," she said, and her voice was soft and husky.
"And you want to be so strong and self-contained. You want to rule
everything you touch or look at. You worship your own shrine, Driver,
only you're not strong enough to refuse this. You can slap dead kids,
only you're too damned weak to walk away from me. You hate me for that,
Driver, and you hate yourself. But you can't do anything about it
because I'm stronger than you are, and you're weak, you're really weak,
Driver."
He watched her, and her face was a golden oval that waited for him. He
swept her hands from his chest.
She stood there, hands at her sides, and still she waited. He wanted to
lash out at her face with his fist but he couldn't. All he could do was
stand there, as though he were frozen, locked by her eyes and the white
shine of her teeth and the golden smoothness of her skin.
Then he felt his hands and arms moving and he couldn't stop them. His
fingers were jerking blue cloth and touching cool skin, and her face
was in front of his, the blue eyes glittering, the white teeth shining.
He tried to fight it and when she whispered, "You weak miserable
coward," he wanted to crack her body in two.
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