“I know,” answered Ruth, quickly, “something of the same kind once
happened to me, only it wasn't pride that held me back--it was just
plain stubbornness. Sometimes I am conscious of two selves--one of me
is a nice, polite person that I'm really fond of, and the other is so
contrary and so mulish that I'm actually afraid of her. When the two
come in conflict, the stubborn one always wins. I'm sorry, but I can't
help it.”
“Don't you think we're all like that?” asked Miss Ainslie, readily
understanding. “I do not believe any one can have strength of character
without being stubborn. To hold one's position in the face of obstacles,
and never be tempted to yield--to me, that seems the very foundation.”
“Yes, but to be unable to yield when you know you should--that's awful.”
“Is it?” inquired Miss Ainslie, with quiet amusement.
“Ask Aunt Jane,” returned Ruth, laughing. “I begin to perceive our
definite relationship.”
Miss Ainslie leaned forward to put another maple log on the fire. “Tell
me more about Aunt Jane,” Ruth suggested. “I'm getting to be somebody's
relative, instead of an orphan, stranded on the shore of the world.”
“She's hard to analyse,” began the older woman. “I have never been
able to reconcile her firmness with her softness. She's as hard as New
England granite, but I think she wears it like a mask. Sometimes, one
sees through. She scolds me very often, about anything that occurs to
her, but I never pay any attention to it. She says I shouldn't live here
all alone, and that I deserve to have something dreadful happen to me,
but she had all the trees cut down that stood on the hill between
her window and mine, and had a key made to my lower door, and made
me promise that if I was ill at any time, I would put a signal in my
window--a red shawl in the daytime and a light at night. I hadn't any
red shawl and she gave me hers.
“One night--I shall never forget it--I had a terrible attack of
neuralgia, during the worst storm I have ever known. I didn't even
know that I put the light in the window--I was so beside myself with
pain--but she came, at two o'clock in the morning, and stayed with me
until I was all right again. She was so gentle and so tender--I shall
always love her for that.”
The sweet voice vibrated with feeling, and Ruth's thoughts flew to
the light in the attic window, but, no--it could not be seen from Miss
Ainslie's. “What does Aunt Jane look like?” she asked, after a pause.
“I haven't a picture, except one that was taken a long time ago, but
I'll get that.” She went upstairs and returned, presently, putting an
old-fashioned ambrotype into Ruth's hand.
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